To: benja
then when i checked again it was published anyway??? idk what happened but that was so embarrassing for me
To: benja
yeah theyre mine, i dont know what happened with the website but it said failed after my first attempt to send the message so i changed it
To: benja
when i look at your profile i cant believe youre a real person, its like youre a hologram or a product of my imagination
To: benja
when i look at your profile i cant believe youre a real person, i cant believe you exist somewhere out there at the same time as i do
To: benja
i really tried to be kind to you but i guess you have other priorities. you are disrespecting me and i was just trying to be nice. but ok.
To: benja
also, i am also extremely busy but i still try to respond to everyone, even if you dont deserve an answer from me.
To: benja
i also didnt see anything until now, so keep going out with her if you wanna be friends with her so bad. you know what youre doing.
To: benja
i think you shouldnt take things like that personal, i change my bio all the time, dont feel targeted for things like that !!
To: benja
ok. i think i should stop writing here since you take wayy too long to answer and were both busy. good luck with exams though!!
To: benja
thats completely fine, you dont owe me an explanation dont worry, you can do whatever you want, im not gonna take it personal anymore
To: benja
yea she only saw my stories bc i stalk her, but can i know what have u told her about me ?
To: benja
im talking about isidora, i know deep down you know well who i was talking about
To: benja
does she know who i am? have you told her?
To: benja
i havent watched them neither. what do u mean by your last message?
To: benja
dont worry thats ok
To: benja
u literally know damn well who im talking about like literally who else could it be
To: benja
what did he tell u tho
To: benja
i dont know if she knows who i am, does she? i feel really embarrassed
To: benja
i think your friend saw a story that i posted crashing out in a voice message, did she mention anything about it? im embarrassed
To: benja
wait, what do you mean by that?? im confused tbh like why did you say that out of nowhere? just wondering
To: benja
i wrote that when i was upset so my bad if it came off super rude but yea
To: benja
i mean it does but just dont mind it i guess??? pichea
To: benja
it doesnt even matter anymore i guess. i have college assignments to do so bye for now
To: benja
and tbh i know you only want me back because i left. once i come back youll go back to treating me horribly. i can just feel it
To: benja
i understood what u said, but i wrote the messages so u could understand how i felt, so u could put urself in my shoes.
To: benja
i hope you feel better knowing that im not gonna stop you from doing what you want. you dont have to feel trapped anymore.
To: benja
this is my last question for you. was i really worth losing? do you feel free now?
To: benja
u just lost a couple of friends but i lost myself. but Im done. Im gonna choose myself. im not gonna explain why i felt the way that i felt
To: benja
you knew you were hurting me and you still didnt treat me decently. and YOU out of all people are talking about maturity?
To: benja
HOW were you gonna prove it to me? you literally couldnt even give me proper attention. the simplest thing in the world and you couldnt even do that
To: benja
was i worth losing over everyone else? even after you two stopped talking, i stalked her everyday and tried to look like her. i was so stupid for that
To: benja
i felt so unloved and unwanted by you. i tried to change the way you treated me, but you didnt want to and that hurt me at the time. not anymore tho.
To: benja
i always knew she would come back into your life. i hope you let her know how much she haunts me.
To: benja
this is the same exact reason why i left. i hope youre happy surrounded with people you love. im not hurt by this, it was predictable coming from you
To: benja
i guess nothing that you say or do can hurt me anymore
To: benja
ironically you waited until it was over to befriend the same girl i was painfully insecure about, i think that shows me what i was worth to you
To: benja
maybe ill come back one day, maybe
To: benja
i will always take care of you. its a shame you couldnt take care of me
To: benja
the time you spend missing me does not compare to the time i spent suffering over you. i wish you well but its over this time
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