To: calista
if i only knew you felt that way id leave your sight way before just know that
To: calista
i leave your sighs knowing its what you wanted even though you pretended and dont tell me instead you tell someone else
To: calista
i didnt care too much if someone didnt like me as their friend but when it comes to you its nothing like that
To: calista
nothing i ever do will be enough for you to even like me as your friend
To: calista
hope that eventually i stop caring
To: calista
paid attention to a lot of detail you dont even know half as much about me
To: calista
but i know there was not a single thing you like about me
To: calista
little things most dont notice i liked you probably dont know either what it is
To: calista
and here is the problem beyond solution, its me
To: calista
wish i could disappear knowing what ive done and what you know but i cant
To: calista
it does keep me thinking if what if few things were slight different how would it be right now and not like this
To: calista
sometimes think about if i could start all over again said something different did something different and wasnt me
To: calista
cared too much got carried away messed up and this is how turns out you never cared as much as i did and i knew it
To: calista
even if you are i liked that but i saw it coming that this was all temporary and go back to being strangers
To: calista
i remember when i saw you before thought you were weird
To: calista
i dont even know why i care for someone who doesnt care for me
To: calista
just another wish of mine that would be impossible to come true no matter what
To: calista
if i were anyone else, anyone else but me, it wouldnt have been like this. there is nothing i can do, nothing i can say and that's so