To: Christie
I miss holding your hand , i forgot how it felt
To: Christie
Am I pretty enough?? Im excited to see who you'll marry!! I wanna know how you'll love her
To: Christie
I love your eyes but it looks like it doesn't have it's sparkle anymore, more reasons for m e to hate her
To: Christie
Maybe when I get pretty like her and so beautiful will you looked at me like you actually love me
To: Christie
When will I learn to unlove you my love?? Im so in love with you I can't see myself ever loving anyother
To: Christie
I miss you so much even tho we talk everyday and see everyday ik this is never gonna change
To: Christie
Out hands almost touched and ive never been so aware of my love for you
To: Christie
I wanna hug you one last time before I leave , can i??
To: Christie
I guess I'm enough to be lusted over but not loved , will dat every change kitty??
To: Christie
No way you talk to me like dat, and say I don't mean nothing to you , you bad guy
To: Christie
You can't blame me for loving you , do you see how you speak to me???
To: Christie
I told you I love you today , and you said ur sorry , kinda sad , but can't change how I feel , you can keep lovin her n I'll keep living you
To: Christie
I love youu so soo sooo muchhhh ,i miss youu I don't even like talkin so anyone , i love you sooo so soo
To: Christie
Why is it everytime you tell me ily , I think there's something to it but I also know more than anyone dat there's nothing but lust there
To: Christie
I can't keep living like this , I miss you , why doesn't my absence crush you like it does for me , why doesnt me being away make you sad
To: Christie
Don't you miss me g??? I miss you so much I wish I could see you when I look in the mirror
To: Christie
You said you'd leave if I ever questioned your loyalty, you left before I could even do dat , and for her too , how cruel
To: Christie
u don't love her ,u love the thought of her , u love the misery she gives you , how she doesn't love u back , the challenge of not getting what u want
To: Christie
Didn't you believe in me ? Didn't you believe in us??how can you call what we had nothing ?? Not even an ex label?? We were dat meaningless??
To: Christie
All we ever talk bout is her and ik how much u love her but who do I talk to about you?? I've only ever known you deeply ,no one else
To: Christie
Weren't we the stars in the sky?? Weren't we the salt in the sea??
To: Christie
Someone asked me my type today and what i described is exact opposite of you but still I don't want anyone other than you , nomatter who, if not you
To: Christie
You're my strange addiction
To: Christie
You asked me stop , even if it's not on the context ik what you meant , you want me to stop trying so hard even though I'm the one who knows u best
To: Christie
Uk why i write here?? Cause I need to remember how much i loved you even after all dat , no matter what you did , I can never love you less
To: Christie
If i could choose how I am goin to die , I would choose to watch u smile n cry n get angry n blush till I realise youre not mine n rot in pain.
To: Christie
Kitty , I miss you soooo soooo soooooo why would I ever get a bf if he isn't you ?? Why would I get married if he doesn't lovee me like you did
To: Christie
Kitty , why am I so unlovable , when will I finally find someone who loves me like i love u ?? But I don't want anyone who isn't u , all I want is u
To: Christie
Will you find this acount when you get tired of the unsent project ??? Maybe dat day I'll meet you here
To: Christie
It'd be easier to move on if I didn't have to see you smile everyday , but I'm blessed to stare at you so no one's complaining
To: Christie
If i wait it'll never be me , if I move on it'll never be you
To: Christie
I can't be without you christie , my food taste like disgust and conversations feel like ur absence . I wish to be yours and that's all I ever wish
To: Christie
Remember I told u I still have all ur favourites and wishes made into a 80 sm pg note, I was in dos pages, but you never wanted me , so was it a lie?
To: Christie
Im miles AWAY from you but I can't seem to get away from YOU .
To: Christie
I knew I was never gonna be the one for you but part of me wanted to still feel loved
To: Christie
I can't hate you cause you you couldn't love me , I was never gonna be the one for you , and I knew that
To: Christie
We talked yesterday and it was nice , felt like I could breathe again
To: Christie
Did not forget about you?? Would be better if I could but no
To: Christie
Get done with your game , I'll wait , till 2 or 3 if I have to , just for you to say I'm tired gn
To: Christie
I could make a billion scenarios but none of them would work if you don't need me as much as the clock needs a cat ( I'm being dumb idek)
To: Christie
We only got 2 pics of us together but oh well , dats when we used to be in love so its nice
To: Christie
I dream , in maybe 2 years at the new college, I'll call you up at a random night and tell you how much I miss you and you'll tell me you do too
To: Christie
If I could stop time I'd do so just to look you in the eye and tell you that I have never loved any like I've loved you , just to get it off my chest
To: Christie
We'll be texting eachother and you'll get unusually brave and sent a risky text and I'll catch you smiling and then we'll promise not to do it again
To: Christie
Ik I'll see you tomorrow, n it's goin to be awkward, I'm going to be awkward but I'll be starin at youu and your pretty smile
To: Christie
You're my sunshine , my day is nothing without you , you brighten everything and everyone around you , and you don't even have a clue , I love you
To: Christie
Talk to me Christie, ik I don't mean much to you but I need you and idec what we talk about as long as I can listen to you , I'm the happiest woman
To: Christie
I dont even dare dream of us being together anymore , I dream of watching you live the best life that you deserve and get all the love she couldn't
To: Christie
Maybe in another life I was you and me , maybe in another lifer we loved eachother right
To: Christie
I know you asked me not to wait but what am I without me yearning for you,what am I without my love for you , what am I without you Christie
To: Christie
I'll move far away and I'll tell all the trees about you and your smile , I wish I could be the reason of it atleast once
To: Christie
Loving you is as easy as breathing but moving on is what I have to do , but what am I without you by my side
To: Christie
I wanna buy you flowers and ik girls shouldn't be buying flowers but idk how to deal w all this love I have for you
To: Christie
You being in my life is soo much better than giving up on you even after everything
To: Christie
I wish I could unlove you as fast as I started loving you , but ig there's beauty in this suffering
To: Christie
Christie ,do you ever regret meeting me?? I know shi happened and ik you did sm shi I should be mad about but idc , I love you too much to hate you
To: Christie
The worst part is swaliha don't even care , and you're still waiting and you don't even care and im still waiting
To: Christie
Maybe my love will find you when you need it the most , and I'll wait around till then
To: Christie
See allthese people?? Guess we aren't the only heartbroken ones around , we're all going through it christie
To: Christie
I love all the things you love , maybe that's why I hate me
To: Christie
Christie , when you see this , I hope you will realise ts light brown are all the words I couldn't say to you , I love you christie
To: Christie
I might not be as poetic as you but my love for you as pure as your own
To: Christie
I promise you I'll love you like no other , I'll love you so much you'll fallin love with you
To: Christie
I fear that you can't love me because I'm nothing you wish to love , so I try to change myself , but u ain't ever gonna love me , I love you christie
To: Christie
One day , I'll drive up to you and tell you that I love you in all its depth and all the pain I felt but I don't see dat day anytime soon
To: Christie
But you ain't in love with me , I wish you were , I'd give my right eye if you were
To: Christie
You look cute when smiling , real cute , I feel like a weirdo staring at you but can you blame me , I'm in love with you
To: Christie
I wanted you to play with your hair today , and i don't ever feel like doin it , you know you're more than just special to me
To: Christie
You looked cute today ,seems like you have lots of friends , well I got you ig , or i think
To: Christie
I still have the screenshots of you telling me that we'd get married and dats gonna be the end goal,well dat was a while ago , not ur fault
To: Christie
Yes Christie I do sent you unsent project texts , you're the only one I sent texts to , cause no one else matters
To: Christie
YOU'RE MY ONE AND MY ONLY, I LOVE YOU SO CHRISTIE , IM RUNNING OUT OF WORDS BUT NOT MY LOVE FOR YOU
To: Christie
You SAID I LOOK GOOD TODAYYYY , I FREAKIN LOVE YOU CHRISTIE
To: Christie
I tried getting over u but I'll never belong anywhere other than ur arms , maybe I'll hold your hands like dat time at the theatre, or maybe I'll die
To: Christie
I wanna hug you one last time before I leave so I can drown in the fact that we aren't meant for eachother, I love uou
To: Christie
Maybe you'll text me someday w love , but for now i wait
To: Christie
Ig we won't be talking today either , if i were her you would've thrown your game away just for her dry texting , but ts is bout me so goodnight
To: Christie
Shushhh , dw I'll wait for you , and someday you'll find me , and dat day maybe you'll talk to me like i matter
To: Christie
Your whole family thinks we're in love , I don't mind it tho , it feels like atleast someone acknowledges my love for you , i won't stop , ever.
To: Christie
I feel pathetic, why do u love you so much ? It's only natural, you're like a magnet pulling me but the clif between us is perhaps the end of me
To: Christie
I have an account just to say the words I can't say to you , I lost count of how many times I cried there , but your tears won't ever fall
To: Christie
However far away ,I will always love you. however long i stay , I will always love you . whatever words I say , I will always love you
To: Christie
How much longer do I wait for you to finally call me yours ? How much longer for you to see as a human ??
To: Christie
Maybe I'll hear you say I love you again but never with the same love you once had
To: Christie
I love you Christie, I really do , and i too am cursed w it
To: Christie
Am I still your Evara?? Ig not but I miss when you called me pretty
To: Christie
Funny I missed the most important part , I love you Christie , more than ever , more than she can ever do , and I hope you move on
To: Christie
One day , you'll come see me and dat day my eyes will be closed forever and you'll miss me forever, but for now I just miss you
To: Christie
I wanna resent you , but I can't . You're the sweetest boy I ever met but look at you now , can I have ma sweet boy back?? I miss him
To: Christie
I stay awake till 12.30 even if I'm too tired hoping u'll text me , cuz dats when u'll be done w ur game , n I wanna hear u talk even if it's bout her
To: Christie
I imagine u reading ts and running to me but we both know dat would never happen , maybe if only we met before u met her , now she doesn't even care
To: Christie
Tell me kitty , did you ever love me?? If you did why didn't it last ? If you couldn't make it last , why'd you give me a taste of your poison??
To: Christie
I know you'll never read ts , but if you do will you understand dat my love for you is stronger than your love for her? Ofc I'm not pretty enough
To: Christie
I tried getting over you but it's easier said than done , i search for your ignorance and rudness in every stranger and I keep away from sweet people
To: Christie
Maybe one day , you'll love on and maybe then I'll finally have you like I used to , I guess she's too pretty to move on from , I love you
To: Christie
I saw you today , and I never wanted to hug someone so badly , do you even feel my love piercing through my stares??? I can't believe I lost you
To: Christie
I am so in love with you , even after everything that happened, dat kiss was the most love I ever received, such a shame I can't be loved forever
To: christie
i will always love you, my first love. theres not a single day that i dont think about you. whether its january 10 or june 2, or november 2.