To: cj
mustered up the courage to say hi to you today and then you lowkey ignored me ANYWAY i don't think it was intentional please i want to be friends
To: cj
hi cinderella, you mean so much to me, youll never know. im so sorry im so awkward, theres nothing i want more than to be close with you.
To: cj
I will always beat myself for leaving you the first time. but i will always be thankful we tried again no matter what happens
To: cj
you would have to be the one to do it. Ive been first 2 times now, this time it's gotta be your choice.
To: cj
if you ever wanted to try again...
To: cj
Im sorry I was too late. Have a good life, my friend.
To: cj
it's really unfortunate that now that we can only be friends, im sober after 2 years and the dreams of our family that never came to be returned.
To: cj
Im sorry about your exams.
To: CJ
Do you ever think we could try again? Just thinking about it a lot lately, how different things could be now that we're free.
To: cj
i want to ask you so many things. do you ever want to try again? i love you so...
To: cj
If it's not you, it's not anyone. im sorry, i tried.
To: cj
itll always be you no matter how hard i try. be happy for me, please.
To: Cj
heres your sign flyboy.
To: cj
i love you like you love that civic.
To: cj
im worried about you and your mom. still. why? every time i hear anything about your states i twitch.
To: cj
i miss you a lot. had a dream about u coming back. i hope it was real. ily, my dearest.
To: Cj
Talking to you is the one birthday wish I can't have, but I'm still missing you always.
To: Cj
I just want to tell you im sorry and i cant even do that.
To: CJ
Why were you so rizzy yesterday. You made my heartrate rise. God I hope you don't go on this
To: CJ
Why were you so rizzy yesterday. You made my heartrate rise. God I hope you don't go on this
To: Cj
Dont tell me how fast i moved on- you moved on during the relationship and i felt it.
To: Cj
I keep my promises. Unlike someone.
To: CJ
No matter how bad you were hurting i promise youve hurt me worse than ive ever been hurt before. I want to leave.... Save me or let me drown in peace.
To: Cj
Id be happy to hold you at arms length. If only i was able without hurting you now. I think im beyond repair. I need help. No help is coming.
To: Cj
Im still unable to comprehend what you did to me and it might be the thing that does it for me finally. It gets worse every year. No matter what.
To: Cj
You hard launching the same poor woman you said was dating your friend and was too big for you years later is rlly embarrassing actually LMAO
To: Cj
I miss us. Even if we were dumb and naive. You were the best company I could've ever asked for. Thank you for being in my life.
To: Cj
I know you're with that same one. Idk why you had to protect yourself that bad from the truth i already knew. Does she know? Do I need to tell her?