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Sometimes i make love to my bf so he falls asleep and i can put on my show to watch. I worry its manipulative and sounds bad but everyones happy soo
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anyways, you will always be on my mind and in my prayers. i dont want to see u again but if u wanted to be with me i would also say yes in a blink
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tender.sometimes i feel like i despise you, but then i would find myself crying the next second. i just wish i could move on from everything.
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what kills me is that i will never know what went wrong, i will never know what hurt you, our potential haunts me. the fact that everything stillfeels
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it feels like yesterday when i had a test next day and i cried so much the night before my test bcs u suddenly decided that we cant continue
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i loved you so much, i still do and this is the bitter reality. sometimes i cant even believe everything is over between us, its been months but
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and that wasnt even the worst of it. So I dont feel bad for calling him cringey or out of my league
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he was also very possessive and jealous when I would get male attention, but he would stay following girl accounts that werent even following him back
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I dont think he was hideous but he didnt take care of his appearance (ie.wore ripped clothing).People didnt understand why him, and always asked me
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I never saw him as a rebound but now when I think about how cringey he was it makes me question if he was. Even tho I thought I loved him at one point
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This has never happened with other exes so Im truly confused why him. Maybe it was because my other exes were on my level or higher, but not this one
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I guess once the honeymoon phase wore off I started to really analyze him and find a lot of things he did was cringe. Even his walk would gross me out
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this isnt to make fun of him but Im curious why my body reacted so poorly to him. Even his personality started to really annoy me
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even his touch started to feel cringey to me. I would make excuses not to hang out because sometimes it would make me feel nauseous even holding hands
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he was also below me league, quite drastically. And I dont find myself that attractive. People didnt believe we were dating and would ask why him?
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I kno it sounds really bad but I was embarrassed of my last ex when we were dating. Things I found endearing quickly turned cringey and annoying