To: corydon
i miss you dude
To: corydon
i wonder if you miss me just a 8it
To: corydon
sometimes i like to imagine us meeting again and talking a8out everything that happened, very calmly, on a 8ridge, at night
To: corydon
i miss you a little extra when i remem8er the strong connection we had that nothing else could replace
To: corydon
terezi reminds me of you so 8adly, it all hurts so much
To: corydon
i was the one that left and im here missing you everyday more, its funny if you think a8out it
To: corydon
i woke up thinking a8out you once again
To: corydon
i saw you were diagnosed with 8pd, t8h i always thought a8out that, it was kind of o8vious that it was that all along
To: corydon
8ugs will eat me one day and they're gonna taste how much i missed you all my life
To: corydon
happy 8irthday, dear, i love u forever and ever, hope u have a great day, a great week, a great month and all that shit, you're the 8est !!
To: corydon
happy 8irthday, dear, i love u forever and ever, hope u have a great day, you're amazing, the 8est person ever, im wishing u tons of love
To: corydon
i love u, i truly do, i wont ever love anyone 8etter, im sorry i 8roke up everytime, this never meant i didn't want u, im just f7cking crazy, i hateit
To: corydon
i miss how weird and stupid we were together
To: corydon
when i see clowns, i think of u.
To: corydon
i still cry to the principal/school therapist talking about how much i miss u
To: corydon
i wish i could cry nonstop at your gate
To: corydon
i wish i could walk all the way to ur h0use, just to cry at your gat3
To: corydon
i wish i could walk all the way to your house, just to cry at your gate.
To: corydon
i was so scared of 8eing hurt that i defended myself even from love
To: corydon
8etween 8lue and red, i wonder what you'd choose, i'd personally choose red !
To: corydon
you're sollux and im aradia
To: corydon
u were right 8tw, i really am 8orderline and this ruins my life in every way possi8le, i dont even feel human. i despise this disorder.
To: corydon
i dont want to 8elieve that life still goes on without u here, its not what i want, its not fair.
To: corydon
i like to let how much i miss u hurt me deeply. i need to feel that. i don't want to get out of it.
To: corydon
i still look at the photos i have of u in my camera. every time i see them, i stare them for minutes. i could stare for hours.
To: corydon
i miss how simple things were 8ack in 2022, i miss my house, i miss ur house, i miss how happy we were and the sweet memories
To: corydon
someday i'll show u everything i wrote to u, every song that makes me think of u, every character that reminds me of u
To: corydon
i cant do a cl0wn makeup without thinking of u or crying
To: corydon
i still see all of your mom's status, every day. sometimes i hope to see ur face if she posts it.
To: corydon
i still think of ur dad every time i see THAT one foot8all team playing, i wonder how he's doing
To: corydon
i still think "i gotta tell them this!" when something happens, till i remem8er you're not here
To: corydon
sometimes i almost call other people 8y your name
To: corydon
u pro8a8ly dont know, 8ut my mom is in pr1son. and its 8een a year. its 8een hard. i wish u were here.
To: corydon
do u still remember my favorite color? i still remember yours
To: corydon
"i wonder if 'rita' is watching this same moonlight, at this very moment...i like that, connected by the light"
To: corydon
nick's ex was 8eing annoying, nick hated her and i started pretending i was talking to u, she got very confused. later me and nick were 8oth crying
To: corydon
last year i was in a call with nick's ex and i pretended she was u for half an hour and i gave a huge speech while smok1ng and crying, i never told u
To: corydon
i wish i could tell u that icp is in homestuck and they have a important role there, it hurts me that u pro8a8ly wont ever learn a8out that
To: corydon
i still think of me and u when i see gerard and frank
To: corydon
i miss u more than anything and i was the one that pushed u away, that's crazy work
To: corydon
i still draw u. i still draw us together.
To: corydon
it's almost 8een a year since the last time we've talked, it feels like a decade to me, its 8een a nightmare.
To: corydon
i hope you're happy, i wish i knew how ur life is rn, 8ut it'd pro8a8ly hurt me sm to talk to u that i wouldn't stop crying
To: corydon
im sorry im so unsta8le. (ill keep writing with my 8 from now on 8cz there's no need to hide myself anymore atp)
To: corydon
you're literally perfect and im a terri8le person
To: corydon
i wonder if u miss my hugs like i miss yours
To: corydon
its almost 7 am and im thinking of u since yesterday, i didn't sleep yet, im thinking of u all the time
To: corydon
i dont want to have a connection with anyone else, i just want u, no matter what
To: corydon
i wish i could watch u drawing again
To: corydon
im sorry i destroy everything good for me bcz i think i dont deserve it, it doesn't excuse destroying ur feelings, it never did.
To: corydon
everytime i have some news, good or bad, i feel deeply sad bcz u aren't here for me to share it with u
To: corydon
im sorry im so confusing, i dont know who i am and i dont ever feel human
To: corydon
you're jake and i'm dirk. you're terezi and i'm vriska. you're gamzee and i'm karkat.
To: corydon
im a bad person bcz i make everyone feel unimportant for me and i compare them to u all the time, like, "if corydon was here, he'd have done that"
To: corydon
im a bad person bcz i always tell the others that they won't ever replace u in my life and how they mean nothing to me compared to u
To: corydon
i'll never get over u, bcz i dont want to. i want u, i dont want to forget u, ever.
To: corydon
do u miss me too? do u listen to songs and think of me? do u ever even think of me?
To: corydon
i could tell u im sorry forever and still wouldn't be enough for me to express how sorry i am for everything
To: corydon
i'll never forgive myself for all i did, for how i am, and for how i've treated u, i mean it
To: corydon
my disorders will never be an excuse to how mean i can be, im sorry i acted how i did, u were always love to me, u deserved love from me too.
To: corydon
do u miss how kind i was when i was 14-15? bcz i do, i wish i never stopped being kind and childish, hopeful, like i was
To: corydon
every time i see my name written somewhere, i remember how u used to say it
To: corydon
no one will replace u in my heart nor in my life, ever.
To: corydon
i wish u knew just how beautiful u are
To: corydon
i still remember the exact day that u left me last year and the exact day i left u right back
To: corydon
when i see icp, i think of u.
To: corydon
when i see fear and hunger, i think of u.
To: corydon
you'd love gamzee, i know you would !
To: corydon
i wrote u a big letter and it hurts me that u won't read it
To: corydon
i'll never forgive myself for making u go
To: corydon
i'd give anything to be yours again
To: corydon
i dont hate u, i wont ever be able to do that. there's nothing i love more than u. hope u know that.
To: corydon
my love for u is so big that words won't be enough to talk about it, i just know i'll love u for the rest of my life, no matter what happens.
To: corydon
i wish i could revive every moment i shared with u and i can still remember all of them, even now
To: corydon
i won't marry anyone if i'm not marrying u
To: corydon
life truly has no meaning without u
To: corydon
i wish u were at my birthday last year, i just hated it bcz u weren't there and i wanted u there more than anything else
To: corydon
when someone talks badly of u, i still defend u
To: corydon
i want to spend ur birthday drinking and crying, thinking of u from midnight to midnight
To: corydon
you're in everything i love, in every media, in every character, in every art, in every poem, in every song, in every raindrop in my window
To: corydon
i wish i could go back in time and fix everything. i'm sorry for being like this.
To: corydon
i miss how 2021-2022 was good for us
To: corydon
i'd leave everything behind for u, i mean it.
To: corydon
i miss ur smile, i miss ur laughs, i miss ur voice, i miss our overnight talks, i miss ur interests, i miss ur nose, i miss ur hugs, i miss u.
To: corydon
you're the only one that understands.
To: corydon
i genuinely think i cant be able to love anyone besides u, i was born for loving u forever, even if you're gone
To: corydon
do u remember how i always said to other people how they'd never replace u in my life bcz i loved u more than anything else? i still think like that
To: corydon
everyone i know, knows u, even if we dont talk anymore, i still talk about u to everyone i know
To: corydon
every time i post my drawings, i keep waiting for u to see them, but u never do
To: corydon
tysm for showing me what love truly is, and im sorry that i rejected ur affection bcz i thought i didn't deserve it.
To: corydon
i miss ur house, dude, it was so comfortable, no other place in the world will feel sm like home to me.
To: corydon
i still listen to ur favorite band and learn more about them everyday, i love it bcz i think of u every time i listen to them
To: corydon
i'll wait for u to come back even if it takes 20 years or more cause you're all i want.
To: corydon
i found some new characters that remind me of u sm. it hurts me that i'll never be able to show u them, cause i know u'd love them!
To: corydon
when i'm having a fun day, all i can think is "i wish cory was here". when i'm crying, all i can think is "i wish cory was here".
To: corydon
i'll forever miss u and i wont ever love anyone better. hope u know that. you're still everything to me, like u always have been.
To: corydon
im still counting the days for your birthday, since last year. i wonder how it'd have been like if i had gone to ur birthday that day.
To: corydon
i dream of u every single night, i see u in everything, i was so ungrateful with u. i miss u. i wont ever forgive myself for losing u.
To: corydon
i hope, someday, we can talk again and till then, i hope to be a better person, to treat u as u deserve, with love and caring.