To: daddy
how i feel right now, i still want to feel your hugs again more than ever.
To: daddy
wish you were a better man. a better father. a better person. ffs i dont even know if im making any sense but i needed to let this out. and despite
To: daddy
you more than you hate yourself. i know my existence keeps you up at night, im sure even the mention of my name triggers you somehow. i really just
To: daddy
but i have days like these where i just cry and cry and cry over you for some reason, i hate you for choosing the easier option but ill never hate
To: daddy
real, ive spent over a decade mourning you even if youre still alive. i dont even know if i miss YOU specifically or if i just miss having a daddy.
To: daddy
i miss you so much, i can hardly see my screen as im typing this, but i just miss you i want my daddy back. i know youre still out there but lets be
To: Daddy
Do you feel ashamed? When you hear my name?
To: daddy
i just wanted a dad and to be safe and loved
To: Daddy
I promise I will never be like you. I want you to be proud of me, even from afar. I want you to know that now, I am not afraid anymore.
To: Daddy
You simply were never meant to be a father, unfortunately. I learned that way too early on. But you tried sometimes, I guess? It just is complicated.
To: Daddy
daughter. I know you wanted a boy and girly stuff was never your thing, but I think if we had more time, you could have loved having a daughter.
To: Daddy
I miss being your little girl. It physically hurts me to think about how much more important your pride and addiction was than me, your biological
To: Daddy
I miss you more and more with each day that passes by, and I hate it. I miss your hugs, I miss your signature plaid hoodie, I miss us being silly.
To: Daddy
Thank you for taking care of me and always being there for me. I know it's hard sometimes, I'm a handful.
To: Daddy
I miss you terribly. I wish we could play again like we used to and then laugh and talk and your dad jokes for the rest of the time, until we can't...