To: ethan
Why don't u want me like I want u? I wish we could go back in time and fix it. i miss how it used to be. - A
To: Ethan
My sweet boy I wish you knew how much you saved me all I want to do is be closer to you
To: ethan
i love you to the moon and back, love, missy x
To: Ethan
4-5ish years later your words still linger in the back of my head and it kills me I cant move on I constantly feel so self conscious now bc of you
To: ethan
look at the sky tonight, all of the stars have a reason. idk if you even still think about me, two years is a long time.
To: Ethan
It's getting hard to keep up with this game we play. I wish we had more moments of just you and I. This is driving me crazy
To: ethan
do you just not care i thought we connected does the thought of a relationship scare you or is it just me that's the issue
To: Ethan
i'm mad, but I want you to reach out. loving each other is never going to be as easy as it had been since we started in october.
To: Ethan
I really hope that one day we can be something more. I love you dude
To: ethan
hi pretty boy its me again!ik i've been kinda off, but behind it all is js a girl who misses her sweet boy.ik you won't see this i hope we get back tg
To: Ethan
I found peace in your violence.
To: ethan
our call last night was the happiest i've been in weeks - talking and joking with you for hours means so much. i'm tired now but it was worth it.
To: Ethan
Stop sending me mixed signals, you're so confusing
To: ethan
I wasnt expecting rhat but no need to apologise its alright and I also hope and wish rhat life treats u well and take care of urself, eatndrinkwell
To: Ethan
The song you wrote for me is, to this day, the most thoughtful thing anyone has ever done for me. I hope you are getting the treatment you deserve
To: Ethan
i dont think youll ever know how much I truly loved you. its been almost a year & I have grown colder than winter. all i wanted was for us to grow.
To: Ethan
Finding out youre back in contact w him, made me do a complete 180 on how I feel towards you. I guess I did really never understand you.
To: ethan
please talk to me. stop acting nonchalant. i loved it when we used to text, even if it was only a few messages per day. you made me love anime. xx ykw
To: Ethan
It hurts to be something, its worse to be nothing with you.
To: Ethan
You were such a good friend to me, until you werent. I will miss you heaps. No bad blood (okay maybe a little), I wish you the bestbestbest!!
To: ethan
i dont think u will ever see this but i miss you, i love you and i dont get why we fight i just want to be happy again like we used to be - A
To: ethan
i miss you so much my pretty boy.. it drives me crazy when it seems like you're doing fine without me, but i hope we get back tg and do it right!!
To: Ethan
Hope youre doing well. thanks for being my first crush
To: Ethan
Everyday I think back on what we had and how much I took for granted. Thank you for all you did for me and I hope you're treating her even better
To: ethan
my sunshine, you are the brightest light in my life. no one has ever made me feel the way you do. i will always be your darling, sunshine.
To: Ethan
I want you to know that you couldnt of done anything to change the outcome. I think now its officially time to leave what we had in the past.iloveyou.
To: ethan
i think of you everyday. my friend hates your name because i say it so much. im sorry i left. please let me back into your life. i miss my robert. ilu
To: Ethan
I hate how you knew exactly what to say when you forgot my name. I think I really fell this time.
To: Ethan
Welsh boy im sorry i was so awfull with you. I hope i didn't hurt you that bad and i wish you a great life. For real. Take care. I was bad for you
To: ethan
i miss you so much and i just want to be where we used to be. i miss our sleep calls + your cheesy compliments. do you still have my socks? i hope so.
To: Ethan
I hope you know I truly care, A love I wish that we could share. But knowing that you dont feel the same, Is a silent spark that fans the flame.
To: Ethan
I love you so so so so so so so much idk if Im annoying you but ur the best bf in the world I love you
To: Ethan
You werent supposed to matter this much. You werent supposed to change what I wanted. But you did, without even trying. Why did you do this?
To: Ethan
I miss watching Bizaardvark with you. Do you think about him often? Sometimes I wish we had hung out after he died, but I know its for the better.
To: Ethan
I really love you, I dont want to pretend that we were nothing, you were everything to me why just throw it all away, it doesnt have to be over
To: ethan
i really thought you were the one.
To: Ethan
your girlfriend loves you, no matter your bad habits. treat her right. she deserves good things.
To: Ethan
She said that she had asked if you wanted my number, you said "idk", plz take it...
To: Ethan
I feel like I like you a lot more than you like me and it scares the shit out of me. Ive never felt so strongly for someone
To: Ethan
But she isn't responding to anyone verbally, so she won't say anything back. Her mum said that to me, I still don't know for sure what happened
To: Ethan
Okay I will how did you know though?
To: Ethan
Yeah and yeah something happened, for all I know I think she's okay
To: ethan
that orange message wasn't me I promise
To: Ethan
I miss you but you keep letting me down. You don't feel the same way I feel and I need to just move on. I'm sorry my family hates you now.
To: ethan
i really hope i can get over you romantically and i can be a better friend. im sorry for being the way i am. i cant handle all these feelings
To: ethan
you deserve someone better than me anyways, even if you do feel the same
To: ethan
i wish i wasnt always so awkward around you. im sorry about that. i dont know how to handle the stuff im feeling on top of how im awkward with people.
To: ethan
i cant stop thinking about you. i know we will never be together though. i wish i knew how to get over you.
To: ethan
We joke a lot about being together, sometimes it feels real. I don't know how to explain it but I want to be with you. I just know it.
To: ethan
we were each others first loves, but you need to let it go. i meant so much to me, but it's in the past.
To: Ethan
I know you dont like me like that. I wish you did.
To: ethan
The reason why I distanced myself was I like you and you don't care about me the way i do about you. I'll never not have feelings so this is it for us
To: ethan
i hope you find someone much better than me
To: ethan
do you know already? not that it matters anyway. i know you dont like me that way. you shouldnt. im terrible.
To: ethan
i cant tell you. i dont care if everyone tells me to. im too messed up. im sorry. you deserve much better than me. you dont like me back anyway
To: Ethan
take care of yourself
To: ethan
you probably wont see any of this ever. maybe thats for the best. im sorry im so awkward all the time and constantly stare.
To: ethan
i just cant tell you that i like you. you probably know already. theres just so much wrong with me. and i know you dont feel the same anyway. im sorry
To: Ethan
I want to kiss you Dx
To: Ethan
Ever since school ended youve haunted my mind. I want you so bad, But i understand i cannot have you. I want to see you again. even 4 just a glimpse.
To: ethan
u gave me a lesson in life, dont comfort the ones that hurt u, i am okay. bye ethan.
To: Ethan
Hi sayang, I miss you. I hope youre doing well, thank you for the jellycat hehe,, I named her mimi! I love you, talk soon?
To: Ethan
You're wife told me you guys got a house, I'm so proud and happy for you guys, I hope you guys live the life you deserve. I'll miss you, bro.
To: Ethan
Are we never going to have those silly convos, silly jokes, silly videos, silly reposts, type connection again? Im sorry I took my insecurity out on u
To: Ethan
Hi ethie, I know we are on no contact now, but please know I still love you so insanely much, live your life, heal, achieve things, I wish you best.
To: Ethan
I already miss u so much ethie, maybe one day we would find our way back to eachother, just maybe. If only you knew how much I wanted a future with u.
To: Ethan
i'm sorry for everything. i wish i could've been a better friend to u. but u made me worry sm every day, it started ruining my own mental health.
To: Ethan
I am love. I would sleep naked Next to you naked. I am love.
To: Ethan
I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry. I want to do better I didn't know I was hurting you. -A
To: ethan
why do you look at me. i feel you stare at me. you haunt me and my dreams. i still like you.
To: ethan
i love you so much baby. you truly are my everything. i cant imagine a life without you. youre my soulmate
To: Ethan
I will always love you. You treated me so well, one of the very few that have done so. Thank you for showing me what I'm worth.I hope I showed you too
To: ethan
i love you, e. you saved my life. idk where id be w/o you. i miss your hugs. i hope you dont think of me different cause of that day. -love, lil bro.
To: Ethan
Do you ever think about me the way I think about you? I'm thinking you must have at some point. This couldn't have been all in my head.
To: Ethan
I hope you know I gush about you to all of my other friends every day. I think you're incredible and talented. you'd call me a f@g if you read this.
To: Ethan
I think of you when I listen to Lounge Act. And many other songs as well. Maybe I just think about you a lot in general. Do you ever think about me?-L
To: Ethan
I was on a boat a while back, and the polluted green slop(?) water matched your eye color perfectly. It was the most beautiful color I've ever seen.
To: Ethan
I love you I'm sorry
To: Ethan
I really hope you want this as much as I do. Let's come back stronger! I miss youu,<br>I love you and you have my trust -jumbo