To: Finley
I genuinely wonder everyday if you actually care about me. Because you're so horrible but so kind at the same time it hurts so bad
To: Finley
I hope someday you will understand that im not ready yet.
To: Finley
hi I was gay and scared and a bad friend. I hate getting to close to someone and I cared abt u deeply. I had a huge crush on u for the longest time
To: finley
i still think about you every day and it genuinely hurts. you were lwk a freak but i still wish i could talk to you how i used to before we stopped.
To: Finley
I'm scared of the possibility you might hate me. Isn't that strange?
To: Finley
YOURE MORMON?????????? WHAT OMG WHAT WHAT HUUUUUHHH WHAT
To: Finley
I might lose it if one more person tells me that I deserve better. I hate that even you thought the same. Be better then. Because I want you.
To: Finley
Rocked a presentation for my final today. I think you would've liked hearing about it. I keep having to resist the urge to text you again.
To: Finley
I write poetry like they were letters to you. You once asked me if I just stare off into the distance thinking of you. No darling, worse.
To: Finley
I can't stand the idea of never talking to you again. So please. Please tell me to stay. Tell me I'm making a mistake. I'd fold instantly.
To: Finley
You said you weren't ready for a relationship. So why? Why let me fall? Darling you were so afraid of disappointing me, did you think this was better?
To: Finley
I felt like I was a burden to you. I knew you were pulling away because you were struggling. I'm sorry I wasn't a comfort instead. I'm sorry, darling.
To: Finley
You could never be a footnote in my life ,but I know you cant say the same thing about me.