To: gilda
i dream abt u by vampireisthatu .
To: gilda
til then, i'll be here waiting, listening to deftones w u on my mind
To: gilda
i don't really believe in fate, but if it does exist, i hope it lets us find our way back to each other
To: gilda
pls don't think of me as a bad person. cs i do think of myself that way, but u're the last person i'd want to see me that way
To: gilda
i lost myself nd cs of that, i lost u too
To: gilda
yk i blame myself every day for leaving, for not being able to keep my promises. i feel like i left when u needed me most. i didn't know what to do
To: gilda
i keep sending msgs here cs i'm not sure what to do. i'm prolly a coward for not texing u directly but what if i do, nd find out u hate me or sth
To: gilda
maybe that's foolish. but i've never been good at pretending i don't miss the person i love
To: gilda
i jst know that no matter how hard i try to move forward, there r still moments where i wish that in some way life brings u back to me
To: gilda
ppl keep saying that if sth's meant for u, it'll come back. nd idk if that's true
To: gilda
nd if the universe is taking requests, i'd like my wife back .
To: gilda
cs no matter how much time passes, nobody has ever felt quite as much like home as u do
To: gilda
after all this time, after all the convincing myself, after all the reasons i'm supposed to be over it, i'd still choose u
To: gilda
idk what that means. i jst know that out of all the ppl i've met, u're still the one i compare everyone else to, nd i hate how effortless that is
To: gilda
i've tried to convince myself that enough time would make everything feel different. but somehow u're still the person my mind drifts back to
To: gilda
not sure if it's u or not, but yes
To: gilda
it hurts my heart to us this way. wish u never did this, yk i still miss u
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