To: Harvey
Soulmates dont always have to be lovers. Your the greatest friend Ive had in my WHOLE life, I hope we can be friends forever.
To: Harvey
I'm going to school now, I don't know if i should've been relieved that you didn't appear in my dreams last night.
To: Harvey
I'm sorry i called you baby
To: Harvey
I don't know why i have to be so weird about everything. I miss you
To: Harvey
I'm so sorry baby, i hope we can still talk
To: Harvey
Goodnight, i still love you
To: Harvey
I lied. I'm not busy at all, i just didn't think i could face you.
To: Harvey
Losing the idgaf war this is so not funny
To: Harvey
It shouldn't be this hard to just say i miss you. Why is it so hard to be honest? I don't t like pretending that i don't care but i do it anyway.
To: Harvey
I should've told you
To: Harvey
Music has always been the one thing i can always come back to for comfort, now you appear in every song i listen to. What can i do about that?
To: Harvey
I dreamed of you last night, and you said you wanted out. It's always nice to see you but i woke up with the heaviest heart today. I'm sorry.
To: Harvey
I don't know what it is that makes me act like such a prick towards you. I dont want to see you say "it's okay" ever again because it REALLY isn't.
To: Harvey
I want you to be happy. Do i make you happy at all? I think if anything all i've done is bring drama into our relationship. I'm trying to get better.
To: Harvey
It doesn't matter what way i get to have you as long as i get to have YOU. Just hearing that you're okay and happy, it would be enough for me.
To: Harvey
Sure it would hurt, badly. But if i could still get to keep you as a friend or at least someone i get to talk to sometimes, i'd be okay with that.
To: Harvey
I think maybe that if there were to be a time where you've decided that you want to part ways as lovers, i reckon i'd be okay with that.
To: Harvey
You ARE my peace. I don't know how i can emphasize that more but i want you to understand that i've never felt this strongly about anyone, goodness
To: Harvey
There are times where i just want to shut everyone and everything out just for one moment with peace, please don't think you aren't the exception.
To: Harvey
I will always, ALWAYS worry about you. I don't believe that there's been a time where you've left my mind ever since the day i realized i loved you.
To: Harvey
When you say "Dw dw" i just get so frustrated. Why don't you think i should worry about you? You're at the top of my priorities, i need you to know.
To: Harvey
Just a little earlier you've said goodnight. I don't know what to make of that since i've never seen you sleep this early, i hope you're doing okay.
To: Harvey
It was hell for my browsers trying to find out what "CTOYDH" meant. And you still had to tell me, but the search was still worth it. It was fun really
To: Harvey
It's nice to know a little about the things you care about even if i still can't keep up sometimes, it's like getting to have a peek into your world.
To: Harvey
I like it whenever you talk about twst or tlon (or whatever took up your mind in the moment). I find myself learning more about the medias when you do
To: Harvey
Sometimes (ALL the time) i don't want to come off as overbearing, so i hold myself back. I just end up seeming uninterested and god, i'm anything but.
To: Harvey
You're the person i hold dearest in my life and in my heart. Do i make that obvious enough? I know i don't but i'm not sure if you're open to the idea
To: Harvey
It's alright if you want to point out something i've done that made you upset, infact i want you to. PLEASE tell me, i don't want to risk hurting you.
To: Harvey
You shouldn't excuse it, you should be treated like you've hung the moon and painted each individual star. (In my eyes, you may aswell have already.)
To: Harvey
It's not okay, and it never will be okay. You deserve the world and beyond that, so please don't say it's "fine". Don't say you don't mind my behavior
To: Harvey
I don't know what it is that makes me act like such a fart towards you, but what i know is that i never want to see you say "it's okay" ever again.
To: Harvey
The only things i mostly converse about are you, things that remind me of you, things that i remember you like, or things that i think you would like.
To: Harvey
Scratch that, talking ISN'T for me. It drains my energy, and i don't think i can even properly engage in a conversation. But i want to try for you.
To: Harvey
I used to have made peace with the fact that maybe talking just isn't something that i'd like doing on a regular basis, now i'm not so sure about it.
To: Harvey
I wish i could crack you open and learn every little thing about you like microbes under a microscope, as creepy as that may sound, it's still true.
To: Harvey
My stomach churns when you're away and honestly i'm not even sure if that's a good thing anymore. Is that too much? I'm starting to think that it is.
To: Harvey
My hands tremble and shake each time i get word from you, every night i fall for you a little bit more and it's scary. But a little scare can't hurt.
To: Harvey
I love you, though i find it hard to say unprompted sometimes, i love you so much baby. I could say these 3 words forever till you get tired of them.
To: Harvey
me again glad we sorted all that weve had our ups and downs my love but i truly will not be letting go i dont care what stats say about first loves -L
To: Harvey
I love youuuuu
To: Harvey
I love you so much and you're one of the best things that happened to me harveeeee
To: Harvey
god i love you, im sorry i got annoyed but i dont know how to help you when im on the edge myself. i want you to be my first everything. love, L