To: jay
we failed the project cause ur goofy ahh
To: jay
Bro why did you do that I was on a streak of 311
To: Jay
This love for you burns unstable. Id come after the ones that hurt you or try to take you from me If I could. A Dragons loyalty has no bounds. Ilysm
To: Jay
IF WE WERE IRLS YOU'D HAVE LIKE A MILLION GIFTS TWIN TRUST TRUST TRUST. POKEMON FOLLOWERS, MONSTER CAN FLOWERS, SONIC STUFF, ID MAKE IT TRUST
To: Jay
Such a peak duo that they had to nerf us with long distance
To: Jay
Never kys twin. I just cried about the concept of you not being in my life
To: Jay
Whenever I'm down, I like to image how we'll react when we meet. They're always cute or embarrassed ones. Still, it always puts a smile on my face.
To: Jay
Hope you know you're the reason I try. The Reason I push forward, even when I want to fall apart In this bed. You've helped me change. Ilysm Maneki.
To: Jay
I hope your happy with them. They're great. Just know I'd be at your heels whenever you ask. Id shower you with praise and gifts bcs you deserve it.
To: Jay
I wish we talked more. We talk like every other day but I wish it was more. Longer. For hours and hours. Not a day goes by you're not on my mind.
To: Jay
God, why do I still want you when I am afraid? Tonight has been so scary for me. All I wanted was to call you, but I cant do that anymore huh
To: Jay
I love you and hope you realise your worth. I wish you let me love you as you deserve. I don't deserve better you're the best. You're so special to me
To: jay
I write to u here n occasionally on scribbled thoughts. Ive only left u 2 messages there so far. anyway i miss u, im thinking of u as of late
To: jay
it's me again. ive realized ive completely rebranded myself, so you probably dont even recognize me anyway. I hope you found an appropriate valentine
To: jay
I'm not dating u boii
To: jay
Ik that we are just friends, but I dont think I have ever loved someone as much as I love you. I wish that you could love me back. Just text me please
To: jay
I miss you so much can we just please go back to the way we used to be. we used to talk 24/7 every single day and I miss that. I need you. I love you.
To: jay
i've been thinking of u. Is it because im on your mind?
To: jay
i wish you would just be honest with me instead of always avoiding your feelings. i think you know i can tell you were with-holding. am i crazy?
To: jay
I'm worried for you Jay u seem so different
To: jay
most beautiful soul i know. sweet, strong, kind, and the best mom. youll never see this but i hope you know how much ily. my mom still asks about you.
To: Jay
girl idc aint no one want u lm4o
To: Jay
I know you have a girlfriend now but I still think about you and everything we have done together even if it was over 3 years ago that I last saw you
To: Jay
I'm the same person
To: Jay
I'm not the person u want me to be. I wish u the best.
To: Jay
text me & find out. It hurts that you don't want me to write to you here anymore. I can't talk to you bc you don't want me to and I'm respecting tht
To: Jay
I wish you would talk to me, please.
To: Jay
I miss u a lot and a few days ago I almost messaged u but I felt pathetic reaching out yet again after last time.
To: Jay
A part of me will always have love for you. It hurts to see u in my dreams when thats the last thing u want probably
To: Jay
I keep having dreams of u and its scary. I don't know why I do when you're not even thinking of me anymore. I know u don't love me anymore
To: jay
I think talking with you that much in 2021 was a mistake. but it wasnt your fault, you had no idea. I wasnt ready to deal with what you had going on.
To: Jay
seriously what is ur deal
To: Jay
i'm not enough & I know you'll say you don't have any but i'll never live to your expectations. I'm too much and i'm afraid ill weird you out.
To: jay
knowing you leave again in 6 days is haunting me. im sorry i didnt see you enough. i love you jay, ur the best big brother i could ever ask for. -K
To: Jay
if i could pick anyone to be my big brother in another lifetime, i would pick you over and over and over again.
To: Jay
I deserve an apology jay. Tell me the truth, I deserve the truth. Its all I ever wanted.
To: Jay
U dont even understand me at all. I always loved you. I wanted u to tell me u loved me, i wanted you to mean it. I waited, u nvr said it once. It hurt
To: jay
your words are worthless but they mean everything to me
To: jay
that earlier message was not from me. i dont know how you compartmentalize the crimes you committed or the harm you caused. im very sick
To: jay
you will be the end of me. i will not survive this. ive been lost for so long.
To: Jay
You have the kindest soul and you deserve so much more out of life. You are strong, resilient, and I admire your character
To: jay
ive loved you since i laid my eyes on you and i wish things couldve went different but why dont you love me anymore? you dont even care.
To: jay
im sorry. im so ashamed. ive lost control. i cannot comprehend whats going on. im trying to process it and my brain wont let me. i dont believe anyone
To: Jay
I thought you wanted to kiss me, platonically. But I fear, after what happened, you like me less now and you don't think/want that anymore
To: Jay
I'm the one that sent you 5e on kofi. I just felt like helping but I don't wanna tell you directly cause I feel like it would be awkward/like bragging
To: Jay
I wish you liked me more.
To: Jay
Wolf, I never meant it when I said you were stupid. Im proud of you for being sober, hope you are doing well.
To: Jay
bruh your so sloww open your eyes I like you. Even tho we hate eachother don't tell me we don't flirt and play eye tag yk we do
To: Jay
Srry 4 ending our friendship over ai
To: jay
I wonder if I cross your mind ever. its been 6 months no contact and I dont miss you. im glad we dont talk anymore, but im always reminded of you. -L
To: Jay
It's Halloween...I get excited to spend time with you. I just wanted to spend time watching Marble Hornets. But kpop is more important for you now.
To: jay
just say you don't like me
To: jay
ur a good friend, I appreciate you. but im not sure if I trust you with a lot of stuff.
To: jay
You are weird, but I love how u love Colin F cause I have been believing that you are a good couple since day 1
To: Jay
It's been months and I still struggle to eat when thinking about it
To: Jay
Daily message/are you a rose bc ur... uhmmm uhhh uhm erm uhhh...I forgor (ily)-H
To: Jay
I miss you but you only ever wanted more than me. I hope the grass is greener.
To: Jay
Daily message/ily handsome boy hehehehe-H
To: Jay
Daily message/ I hope you have a good day today love youuuuu-H
To: Jay
It's still crazy that after all of that we are over and it didn't mean anything to you.
To: Jay
Daily message-I LOVE YOU THE MOSTEST!!/you're the best husband ever ilyyy/p-H
To: Jay
Daily message/ I love you more-H
To: Jay
It all makes sense now. One day you'll realize how much I truly loved and cared for you. I still can't say i'm over you no matter how much I try.
To: Jay
Daily message- I love you more/p -H
To: jay
i hope you accept you need to change one day. and that you become more open minded
To: jay
as much as i want you to get better, i cant help someone who doesnt want to be helped
To: Jay
Tysm for always being there for me you mean sm to me I'm sorry I don't open up more, ily/-your husband
To: Jay
I just want to know if you ever think about me
To: Jay
I had a dream about you recently, and it made me think of you more. I see the things you repost hoping i find something about me in it.
To: jay
i hope you change, but i have my doubts. sorry. i hope its obvious i dont wanna be your friend. after everything.
To: jay
every day i regret more and more that i ever pursued you
To: Jay
You'll regret your actions one day, when you finally mature and ready to settle down. This is my last message to you. Have a great life. - kota -
To: Jay
I never chose her over you. I just have stopped choosing you. You never see the wrong in your own actions. Here's a word to learn "accountability".
To: Jay
I hope you find a lil bit of me in every girl after me
To: jay
telepathy telepathy
To: jay
i love you. even when you ignore me. i love you so much
To: Jay
I love you so much but a lot of the times you don't seem like you love me back I know your the one you've always been the one I love you more.
To: Jay
I will wait for you forever. Before you, I was always looking to leave. But I could never run from you. I never knew what safety or love was before.
To: Jay
Please just text me
To: Jay
I wasn't perfect but I didn't deserve that. You worried about the girls around me because you knew how you acted around other guys.
To: Jay
You played your part. Now i'm just playing mine.
To: Jay
You cheated on me repeatedly. I told you cheating was the only thing I wouldn't deal with in a relationship. I wish you the best my love.
To: Jay
I'll forever wish you the best in life. Even after everything including the words we both used to end it. I hope it was worth it. - Kota
To: Jay
I wanna kinda be friends again.. I can handle it now
To: Jay
I miss and love you still so much. You treated me so gently. If your mind ever changes, I will be yours. If not, good luck with your show.
To: jay
you were my dad. i was such a daddys girl back then. i trusted you, and you took it and burned me and everything i know. im still recovering.
To: Jay
Started packing up my room today, tmr I find out if we get the house we want if we do Im for sure moving schools
To: Jay
Are you still checking this?
To: Jay
Okay if you ever actually need me just contact me by number but I dont have urs cuz ngl deleted that whoops but Im still here
To: Jay
Thank you for everything but another joke incoming I think we need time to be normal exs and like avoid eachother in the hall idk and then be friends
To: Jay
Am I allowed to make jokes yet cuz sybau u finna make me cry but seriously I dont regret us u taught me alot and I am thankful u were apart of my life
To: Jay
See its not so scary after all Im sorry I was trying to be something Im not and tried to force you to be something youre not
To: Jay
And I think I also needed you to block me
To: Jay
Im sorry I think we were both just not what each other needed and our needs were different and you will find someone who is better for you
To: Jay
Im sorry and I do wish the best for u and I know youll do great in everything u do I still have a lot of respect and care for you even tho im mad too
To: Jay
I know now that Ill never be able to fully understand you and you wont ever be able to fully understand me and thats why we dont work
To: Jay
Im sorry i get why youre mad at me I messed up and I know that
To: Jay
Idk if youll see this but this is for the better and I know thats for sure now I glad we got to be together but I know this is best for me and you
To: Jay
Im sorry I dont know what else to say
To: Jay
Someday you will find someone so perfect for you this wont even matter to you
To: Jay
You were so special to me and Ill always hold you close to my heart
To: Jay
Dont waste your time on what you couldve done
To: Jay
You were the first person to make me realize I did deserve more
To: Jay
You couldve held me forever and I would still be there smiling
To: Jay
The time spent watching tv when we would never really pay attention Im sorry I never realized you noticed all the small things
To: Jay
The time spent in mornings when you were sleeping and you looked so peaceful and I could wake you up by js leaving kisses on ur face and u would smile
To: Jay
Im sorry I wish things could be like that too it just hurts and I dont want to go back to hurting but I still loved the time we spent together
To: Jay
Please know that Im okag and I need you to worry about yourself I need you to take care of yourself and surround yourself with the people that love u
To: Jay
I dont think anyone could understand how much I love you Im sorry its not enough this time
To: Jay
Im sorry I never made as much as an effort
To: Jay
Im sorry Im not good with words and I cant describe how I feel but know that im hurting too even when i seem like I dont car or im trying to be strong
To: Jay
Im sorry this is hard on me and Im stuck between wanting to throw everything in my room out or curling up in a ball
To: Jay
I dont think even I could hate you but does every you know hate me?
To: Jay
I know whoever youre with next will be so lucky to have you Im sorry that I never made you seem like enough for me you were always enough and to good
To: Jay
Im sorry Im sorry Im trying to make this easier and I dont know how im sorry this is how it has to be Im sorry we both messed up in our time together
To: Jay
I love you till the ends of the world
To: Jay
I still love you Princesa. Pls love me again.. Maybe break no contact on my birthday in 2 Weeks. I miss ur cute face and blonde hair. -S
To: Jay
I don’t want to get hurt again- But I want to be with you. For real. No matter how difficult it might be, for a while. You mean so much to me. Ily.
To: jay
i miss when u would hit me up every couple of months i wish we had stayed friends.
To: Jay
It's almost been a month. Life has been so hard without you, but i've kept your things safe as I promised. I hope you're resting well, my love.
To: Jay
I miss you every day. The way your hand fit mine. It feels cold now, without you. Perhaps, in another life, I'll see you again. Goodnight, my love.
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