To: Jessi
Why do you seem like you care so much about me
To: Jessi
God a part of me wants you to see this but a bigger part doesn't.. I hope you're having a nice day
To: Jessi
I've been trying to move on but a question stays in my mind. Have you actually moved on from the past Jessi?..
To: Jessi
Even if I didn't do too special I have always loved you back then.. I hope you knew that
To: Jessi
We didn't know love back then but I knew what I had for you was that..
To: Jessi
I loved the way you clung to me.. I knew you were clinging to me when we were "together". Everything was cute but..
To: Jessi
Though.. I do want you to know that I loved you when we used to be "together".. I love the shenanigans.. it always made me smile
To: Jessi
I may be overthinking this.. I want to talk to you about this but I'm scared that I might scare you off and you'd ghost me again.
To: Jessi
I know you already have a girlfriend but it confuses me.. why do you still do special things for me.. are you reminscing or is it something else?..
To: Jessi
When we finally started talking this month, I felt happy. Just talking to you made me happy.
To: Jessi
But when you contacted me back.. I didn't know how to feel. I was happy that I got to contact my childhood friend but, I didn't know if it was awkward
To: Jessi
I hurt you more than you hurt me... I tried my best to support you but.. I didn't know what to say.. back then everything just felt awkward..
To: Jessi
I didn't do much.. I couldn't do much back then.. yet you still did everything to make me happy.. I feel that when we fell apart..
To: Jessi
You confuse me.. You were such a great lover.. you did everything for me.. you wanted to make me happy.. you always did something special for me
To: Jessi
Jessi.. I wonder why do you scroll back through our messages.. what's going on in your mind
To: Jessi
Hey.. I wonder why did you contact me that day.. why do you still do the things we did when we used to be "together"
To: Jessi
I hope you and your girlfriend have a nice future together and I do hope we can continue being friends
To: Jessi
I still love you but I am slowly moving on.. Thank you for being my first love and my first close friend when I came here in America
To: Jessi
Though even if we're friends now, I wonder what would have had happened if we never ghosted each other. I wonder what would have happened if we stayed
To: Jessi
Jessi thank you for everything.. Today has been stressful but you saying how good of a friend I am fills my heart with warmth.
To: Jessi
I really love you.. I guess they're really right.. the first love is really hard to forget when it's special.. - J
To: Jessi
I can't say this directly to you because we recently just talked.. why didn't I move on from you when I thought I did.. I guess I never really did..
To: Jessi
We're childhood friends.. you were my first love even if we never officially dated.. I remember everything we did.. all the promises..
To: Jessi
Why does my heart beat for you whenever you do something special for me.it's been so long since our break up. I ate how my heart still yearns for you.
To: Jessi
As much as I want to say I've moved on. I didn't really. I still love you but I'll stay quiet because I don't want us to get awkward. Thank you my 1st
To: jessi
i got over it.<br>thank god i got over it. and to think on the day that it turned 2025 i realized fully that i felt nothing anymore.
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