To: joel
it would be pretty cool if you're thinking about me right now, just like how i'm thinking of you
To: Joel
you should feel how i feel when somebody says your name
To: joel
it's been six years and i still think of you. of us. we never called bc i was too shy. i miss you sometimes. you're a really cool guy. - c
To: Joel
I know now, that you were never that serious about it. Was it just a joke to you? I wish you had loved me back. You said you did, but you didn't.
To: joel
if youre too shy (let me know) wink wink
To: joel
Im sure everyones tired of hearing how much i miss you. do i ever cross your mind, joel?
To: joel
i dont think im coming back. recently youve been plaguing my mind and its like you never left it. good luck with everything. maybe in another life. T.
To: Joel
I'm venting but I remember when I wanted to tell u stuff, but u were like "I already know stuff about that stuf" u knew nothing (no shade), still dont
To: Joel
I BET all my stuff you never ever knew about the severe amnesia..kinda ironic lmao
To: Joel
i dont wanna come back because ill have to see you. the only reason i wanna come back is because ill get to see you. why dont you write back?
To: Joel
You altered my brain chemistry. Im left with this ache in my chest, feeling guilty to want to see you again. I miss our good moments, sadly. - Potato
To: joel
i appreciate how you continue to make fun of me as im preparing for my time on this planet to end. i dont expect anything from you.
To: joel
give me a reason. i need to know why this happened. i have not known peace in a decade. make it stop.
To: joel
you cant feel bad. you wouldnt have done if you were capable of feeling bad about this. i wonder if you ever laughed at my desperation. my fealty.
To: joel
its eating at my brain.
To: joel
i thought you were so cool. you were my hero. i wouldve done anything for you. im disgusted at myself for not being able to hate you. please call me
To: joel
its ok. ill be gone soon.
To: joel
i cant stop thinking about you, i hope i hear from you on my birthday
To: joel
oh baby how i miss hearing you say that. i miss ur blue eyes and blushed cheeks joely.i hope we have a future truly. i wish we stayed focused on God.
To: joel
pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain. pain.
To: joel
please, for the love of god, just tell me if you knew. just say it. say it. i cant stand another day of this
To: joel
the cruelest part of it all is that you're the only person who understands what happened. i will be left in confusion for all eternity. i hate myself
To: joel
you ruined my life. i love you.
To: joel
you set me down a path i will never return from
To: joel
i loved you but i don't think i want to love again after what we went through for the last 2 months
To: joel
i'm sorry for not giving you the love you deserved. i'm sorry for everything i said i did. i'm sorry for loving you.
To: Joel
even if we don't talk again and even if you didn't care I will always lava you
To: Joel
I hate that I love you, but I don't want this to end. Can we start over? Can we find that connection we had when we were just friends?
To: Joel
Do you ever think about me like i do about you? you haunt my dreams.
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