To: johnny
it sucks seeing you live a life i know nothing about anymore. i hope you're happy though and i wish you the best. i hope your eu trip goes well.
To: johnny
i've been missing you more and more recently. i don't know what's happening to me. i wish moving on from you was easier.
To: johnny
can i call you? i really need you right now
To: johnny
you still haven't left my mind since the first day I saw you in ela class. man what could've been. btw i still love you onion.
To: Johnny
Sometimes,I wish you liked me I try my best and you never gave me hope it's okay I'll still chase after you until your mine you have no choice
To: Johnny
I think I still miss you especcially being Drunk hahaha
To: Johnny
You were my first kiss, and I didnt dare to think you mightve really liked me till a year later. I have to hate you now because theres no other way
To: johnny
im embarrassed. confused. dont feel good.
To: johnny
did you ever love me?
To: johnny
a little too old for me, no?
To: johnny
i miss telling you i love you, i still do
To: johnny
i miss you still, i miss how we used to talk to each other, even as friends. it feels formal now. i know its my fault.
To: johnny
i know youll never see these. this is selfish comfort. i miss you.
To: johnny
i really could never tell if you loved me.
To: johnny
i miss you and i know its wrong
To: johnny
he is stable, you are deep you know just how to get to me
To: johnny
sometimes when i cant sleep at night i imagine what it would feel like to lay in your arms, knowing i never will. i tell myself its for the best. - a
To: Johnny
You are my love of my life I need you so much forever. I want to get married to you. I dont see what anyone can see in anyone else, my sweet lovebug