To: kees
i love you and i love talking i love your laugh i love when you call me things i love your face i love your body im so sorry for everything i love you
To: kees
i don't want to go through this again i can't watch you get sick can't watch you push me away can't watch you leave i just cant i love you too much
To: kees
i feel too much im sorry
To: kees
you're everything ive ever wanted please understand id rather lose everything before you
To: kees
im so worried about you it makes me sick
To: kees
im sorry i make you mad im sorry you aren't happy im sorry i canr just fix everything i want to be enough for you
To: kees
it osnt fair that you aren't ok when you're the most beautiful boy ive ever met in every way
To: kees
i need you more than i need air
To: kees
i don't care how many times you make me cry as long as you get better
To: kees
i promise km not trying to be mean i love you too much ti watch anything happen to you
To: kees
i will blelelele you until u are tired of me boy there is no escape now
To: kees
things will be okay again when i get to hold your hand and tell you how handsome you are
To: kees
i stopped using val so you'd know for sure that im the one saying these things to you
To: kees
you make me feel like i am home again
To: kees
you are such a beautiful boy to me
To: kees
you have a perfect body im so sorry for whatever makes you think theres something wrong
To: kees
you mean everything to me i hate knowing that you're hurting but im so thankful you tell me
To: kees
do you know i only use red because you said it was your favorite once
To: kees
you're so gorgeous to me i wish i could show you how perfect you are in my eyes