To: maham
i did everything i cld so i wouldnt lose you, knowing we wld never work out in the end. i cast aside reason for you. now i js feel stupidly apathetic.
To: maham
im such a mess i cant even type properly. i cry at night bc its all i can do.
To: maham
i cant tell anyone abt you, i cant tell anyone abt anything. i js at night bc its all i can do. wtv nobody wld even understand anyways.
To: maham
i hate how hurt i get over you. i feel nothing for you yet i find myself crying over you.
To: maham
why were you always so avoidant with me but so comfortable with other men? ykw js forget it. im going to end up hurting myself more thinking abt you.
To: maham
i wanted to rekindle what we had tgt sm, its what i most liked you for. wtv i regret nothing. the cards arent even in my hands. ive done enough.
To: maham
i did everything so i wouldnt lose you, even knowing we wld never work out in the end. i cast aside reason for blind optimism. now im js apathetic.
To: maham
i feel so pathetic for how attached i was to you. you were always so different to how i pictured you, i cant believe i held on for that long.
To: maham
i had an epiphany yesterday. i can now confidently say that im over with you. you were right, maybe it rlly js happens randomly.
To: maham
why are you conveniently finding ways to communicate with me? leave me alone.
To: maham
i have the catharsis i need to fully move on. im satisfied with all ive done to express myself. i hope you find happiness with yk who. wtv im done.
To: maham
forget everything i said yesterday. it so embarrassing, you literally dont even think about me anymore.
To: maham
okay i should probably gts before i say something out of line. this was meant to be rlly deep but i got carried away. um i blame this on you. bye...
To: maham
im so freaking chalant abt u. hehe i proudly place emphasis on you being able to hurt me all you want.
To: maham
i love you so freaking much. your weird personality. the way you carry yourself. omds youre so cute. if you ever do change your mind, reach out to me.
To: maham
ts is so cringe but wtv we only ever get one chance at this dunya. its been almost four years, i have so much to say to you.
To: maham
oh um btw the furthest ive ever been w yasmin was hugging and hand holding... i hope you didnt actually believe what that yr9 had to say.
To: maham
i feel guilty. if this topic wasnt so taboo to us, i wouldve apologised in a heartbeat. i wish i could console you. its your love language after all.
To: maham
we hadnt spoken in so long. if only i knew you still liked me, i wouldve rejected her on the spot. i spoke with her bc i thought id get over you.
To: maham
i remember hearing abt how hurt you were when i was talking to yasmin. jeez, she wld never stop talking abt you. the whole thing makes me so mad.
To: maham
haha, im so pathetically attached to you. im self aware, yet i allow myself to fall into folly. what is wrong w me
To: maham
im jealous. im bitter. im basking in my own wounds. it doesnt rlly matter though, since as long as its from you - you can hurt me all you want.
To: maham
sometimes, i like to wander and wonder. you make me so happy even when we arent talking. im so excited to see you tmrw.
To: maham
you truly are my saving grace, maham. i love you.
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