To: mousy
sometimes i like to lie to myself that you write about me the same way i write about you. idt i can ever give you any more letters cus it just hurts.
To: mousy
can't stop comparing myself to all the girls you said you found pretty. i dont want to do this i feel sad and i want to cry cus im not skinnny lol
To: mousy
i think i still love you but i feel like ive accepted its not gonna happen. even in my dreams, we are not together
To: mousy
i wish im as important to you as you are to me. finally understood 'he's more myself than i am".
To: mousy
you're my only non negotiable mon ami. dont ever think that i would ever give up what we have between us-its sacerdotal for me
To: mousy
cant believe i fumbled a real life heathcliff hahaha. i'd be happy being an isabella for you though.
To: mousy
will never be able to listen to the smiths after you, my selfless love. you've ruined me for anyone else.
To: mousy
dreamt about you again. you cant call my laugh a cigarette smoker wheeze and still make me laugh so much, my selfless love
To: mousy
thanks for cheering me up my selfless love.i love listening to you sing morrissey i watched that video on repeat.im supposed to unloving hahahaha
To: mousy
i wish you were half as terrible as you claimed to be so i could actually hate you. instead, you're literally my starman,an absolute gem of a person
To: mousy
someday when you realise what a hideous person i am and leave me, i shall tell of all the times i dreamt of you. those were the best dreams ever
To: mousy
plus black cats are supposed to be bad luck and i seem to have the worst since i fell in love with you.so do you, having a bad friend like me yk.
To: mousy
i bought this phone charm thing for you and i hope you really like it. the sailor moon cat really does remind me of you.
To: mousy
attempts at trying to unlove you are going dismal btw. cant stop thinking about your lovable idiosyncrasies
To: mousy
im really glad she loves you yk. its the least you deserve, regardless of your self perception you know. stay happy, my selfless love
To: mousy
i never really realised how hard it is to forget you when all my journal entries are about you,when all the songs i listen to are about you. im trying
To: mousy
i wish i never met you so i didnt feel this way and you could have been happy with her. u dont even need me in your life, boss hehe
To: mousy
i love you so much and ydek it
To: mousy
i promise im trying really hard to fall out of love with you.even if it kills me in process, i'll do anything for you, my angel
To: mousy
i think i have accepted that its never gonna be me. for my last act of love,i will just try to be the bestest friend you could ever have,be selfless4u
To: mousy
im so happy to see you happy with her,my selfless love.im glad that you found someone so sweet,smart and beautiful like her,its the least you deserve.
To: mousy
even if you never think of me when you're with her, you're still my little person. that song reminds me sm of you and i love it as much as i love you.
To: mousy
you give meaning to my life yk. i would have killed myself this summer if it werent for you, my selfless love. you genuinely are the jesus to my john.
To: mousy
good luck for your exams my love. you have no idea how much i want you. or dream of you. or pray for you. or think of you. at least we're friends haha
To: mousy
so yeah she chose you over religion. really happy for you mon amor you get to be with the woman you love. but goddamn does it hurt to know this.
To: mousy
istfg my day doesnt start without texting you mon amor. but texting you every hour is rather unfeasible i suppose.
To: mousy
ik we're best friends and you have fun talking to me but god i hate wanting to talk to you but i cant text you every minute of the day like she can
To: mousy
glad to be in your top 30 people!!!
To: mousy
i love your books, i love your songs, i love everything, the good, the bad, the ugly. lets stay friends forever