To: nick
I like being in the same world please dont die in the way you would. Love you
To: Nick
I love you more than you know. I hope you see this and know that you are the best thing that ever happened to me
To: Nick
I thought showing up to your meet and making an effort with you would matter,it didn't in the slightest.Don't give me a lame attempt at being friends.
To: nick
im now the age you were back then, and i could never look at a kid that way. i hope it haunts you as much as it haunts me. red for rage. i hate you.
To: Nick
Was that you? I miss you so much.
To: Nick
You and the things you do for me, even if theyre only small, I appreciate them so much. Every sweet word you say to me makes me melt
To: nick
i wonder if you really did love me because you easily block me like i never matter to you and just few days ago you were saying that you love me
To: Nick
I still love you no matter what. i hope that you do reach out to me again because there is always place in my heart for you, my cute little otter
To: Nick
Im sorry I wanted to be free more than I wanted to be loved. You are worth changing for.
To: nick
i love you sm and i wish you loved me back. still? maybe just in general. did you even ever love me or was i a rebound??
To: Nick
I hate that I still think fondly of you. I feel guilty knowing you have another but my mind still wonders to the what ifs.Id be happy with just a talk
To: Nick
They alwys say if he wanted to he would. The dreams make me think you regret how things hapnd ,you wanted to say something to me. Im sry 4 not seeing
To: nick
i hope you never come back into my life. i see u looking at me smiling with my friends. i hear what u say abt me to ur sister. poor ariella
To: nick
i hope youll feel some sort of regret for what u did to me
To: nick
i hate that i think about you as much as i do, which is partly why i left. the cat doesn't like him nearly as much as he liked you.
To: nick
i really put my trust in you. im so quick to trust people. thats going to be my downfall, i know. i dont know why you did what you did, & never will.
To: Nick
I know its been since December but u still stay on my mind I sit up at night and think ab all those nights we spent otp even when I was in Chicago imy
To: nick
does jessica know what you do when youre not entertaining her nonsense?
To: nick
does j know the way that you look at me? she has to know by now, right? youre playing a dangerous game. one i dont want to be a part of.
To: Nick
I wish I could hug you
To: nick
i'm the one who ended it, yet i think about you all the time. no girl or guy will be ever be as good as you were and i'm sorry
To: Nick
I'm sorry for everything. I wish I could go back to that night at the park.
To: nick
im sorry for all the mistakes ive made and all those to come. i hope you can continue to be patient and forgiving with me i love you and will forever
To: nick
you stunted my growth as a person but i miss you everyday. i wish we could just be friends again if nothing else.
To: Nick
When we would game together, I truly felt happy. I wish you told me if you were really even into dudes or not; either way im sorry I left and I love u