To: Paige
youve gotten this far, dont make me wait again
To: paige
just cause he'd be okay with doesn't mean i'd be. I am more than that
To: Paige
Sometimes I get nervous that it won't ever happen again when I'm actually confident, and myself, but I think that's a fruitless worry. I hope so.
To: Paige
I don't think I had ever been as insecure in myself as I was that year, and it baffles me how I had the most people attracted to me at that same time.
To: Paige
I was coming off of a months-long infatuation with one girl, and a years-long love for another. The timing wasn't right. It wasn't your bad, at all.
To: Paige
I wish I had been more assertive, in any case. I had never had someone be so assertive before about being into me, and it took me off guard.
To: Paige
My memory is bad, I don't remember if you got with her before or after then but wow. What a time. I wonder if she would've been jealous if we had.
To: Paige
What was it about me that you wanted so much? That is still the hottest message anyone has ever sent me. Sometimes I regret not getting with you then.
To: paige
i know what you did. i tried reaching out but you never responded. i just want to hear you admit it
To: Paige
I know with my whole heart you are the woman I want, I could make you so happy if you just let me in, I love you Pickle please come back
To: Paige
I'm so sorry for the way I ended things, I wish I could just hold you again ti amo bella
To: Paige
Sorry I lied to you throughout our relationship. This week long break has been miserable. I wish I had been a better person. I love you more Paigey.