To: Q
Im sorry for not listening to you Q ill listen im really so sorry i hope you believe me. i hear you im so sorry dear
To: q
anyways best of luck, night
To: q
I'm still sorry to everyone, for what little that's worth anymore. I don't ever want to reach out ever again and that's why I haven't for months
To: q
do you get a kick out of telling me everything you did with him? do you think i find it funny?
To: q
answer what? (confused)
To: q
is the writer in red talking to me?
To: q
easier said then done. my sense of reality can shift based on fear
To: q
like I should not still need to vent like this to manage my emotions
To: q
best I can do is use what left of my life for good.I have a lot to make up for, I'll never actually pay it back. but itwas always the only way forward
To: q
I'm a lot more able then I was in the past at surviving. that doesn't mean it's always easy but I haven't been in a permanent drowning, it's waves.
To: q
maybe I'm relearning how to move in the world again, I'd like to hope so. I'm definitely more equipped then I used to be
To: q
like I'm not saying its completely stable especially if put under stress. but I mean like where reach the point of contacting, which has been awhile
To: q
I'm always afraid my long-term mental stability will crack again. here's hoping it doesn't.
To: q
why did I ever love u
To: q
I don't forgive you or the group
To: q
I wish I didn't have to exist anymore and that we never met
To: q
I know better then to message you again. So I'm sorry I ended on a bitter note but it would be worse to send another thing to try to rectify it.
To: q
I'm grateful for the life I have now
To: Q
You're so cool and emit so much light
To: Q
Your elegance, your your humility and your coolness are infinite and beutiful
To: Q
You are super cute and amsrt
To: q
your so fixated on how i abandoned you but really you gave up first. you think i just get over you but i never even tried, why is that so hard to see?
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