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still mentally ill to an extent though obviously
To: qc
some of me is the same, but most of me is very different from the person you used to (at least thought u knew) know and that's for the better mostly
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and yes, I'm an open book to them. alongside a few of my closest friends
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my scdiality/mental stability issues just seem to be somewhat seperate from how good life is going. wish there was better answer to that
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I'm also a damn good cook now which I should remind me myself of my progresses, it helps stabilize me. I have really good friends too.
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would u believe me if I told u I had loving gf & metamor in my life that support me w my mental struggles? somehow I manage to still be good gf w that
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at least im more stable tonight then I was this morning gdmn
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you don't even understand me on a basic level but think u know my heart. you don't know me, we dated for 3+ years but we as might as well be strangers
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I barely understand myself I can't blame u. My minds fragile fluctuating to where I feel like I'm faking it sometimes, despite it being so real during
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I wish u actually knew me like you think u do. u assume so much
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I wish I could end it on a cordial note but I can't, I'm sorry. it's better this way if means I never reach out again
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kindness towards you is not something I can hold without it causing me to reach out again when I get upset about how those years damaged me, I'm sorry
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I only hate u at this point to protect myself, I'm done with opening myself to any of you feeling like your hrssment is justified because it isnt
To: qc
things keep happening till they just end with a quiet door closing nothing more. goodbye and goodluck