To: Rain
I love you sm. Soothing and peaceful. Too bad you usually come with cold weather. At least you are not ice. Its cold enough out here.
To: Rain
but despite it all. it was wonderful. and i miss it. please dont reach out to me.
To: Rain
We had something special. and you didnt even have the decency to throw it out. you had to let it wither and rot until it was desiccated and revolting
To: Rain
Im with someone else now, someone who cares about my boundaries and needs, and frankly its stupid of me to think of you as much as I do.
To: Rain
I boot up our old minecraft worlds when I miss you. its like walking into an old house. our cake is still by the beach with the turtles, barely eaten.
To: Rain
wish youd talked to me back then, wouldve saved me a lot of wondering and longing and pain
To: rain
i miss your cat(s)
To: rain
I love you so much it makes me so happy and sometimes it makes me cry
To: Rain
it feels so pathetic writing this but sometimes my phone rings and i still hope its you before i answer
To: Rain
i keep writing songs about you and none of them can quite capture how i feel, theyre all too bitter or too sweet or too cheesy
To: Rain
one day i wont be haunted by your memory, but right now, i feel your absence in everything i do. it might help if i stopped looking for your shadow.
To: Rain
its been 5 months since we spoke last and not a single day has passed where i havent missed you. i wish youd just told me you wanted to stop talking.
To: Rain
I'm thankful because you're always there by my side even when i'm pushing you away. i love you, tan :)