To: Sadit
You can even tell me about Antalya if you want. I've never been to there.
To: Sadit
If you want to say anything you can always text me. Even regular conversations are welcome. Let's stop using this site.
To: Sadit
You are not sorry. You never were. Broke my umbrella in a flood. Are you at least proud? You won't answer, will you?
To: Sadit
It wasn't about tone. You said you use a special tone with me because I'm your gf. Was that girl you meowed at also your gf?
To: Sadit
You said you forgot abt my paragraph. It hit me now, You talking to other guys with a different tone and talking differently was only mentioned there.
To: Sadit
Looking Out for You by Joy Again
To: Sadit
I made 24k this year out of 2.3m of students, yet I still don't have any good options lol. You really do have it all.
To: Sadit
I wasn't drunk that night.
To: Sadit
I also have a mark on my eye. It looks more like a coffee stain tho. First time I saw it I thought it was from my makeup lol. Reminds me of you.
To: Sadit
And I must admit, I have done and said way worse things to you which I am sorry for. I'm sorry.
To: Sadit
I don't know if it makes any difference but I did feel bad when I gave examples off of your appearance I feared you would take them as true. I'm sorry
To: Sadit
It's harsh but you're like your own parents. You think you cannot even be told to shut up even though you've said and done way worse things.
To: Sadit
Telling me I shouldn't have cried in the first place is painful. Why did you turn into such a person? You had no reason to become this.
To: Sadit
I would've apologized if you cared that I cried. That's something we had done many times. You chose to ignore. I can't feel bad for saying it.
To: Sadit
Today I saw kittens on a small wooden castle outside. You would make up a wonderful story for them. I have a picture of them.. if you want to see.
To: Sadit
If you find yourself again and love me once again I will be here. It's okay if not. I'm fine. A loving person wouldn't just watch right?
To: Sadit
I wish you would hold me, not because you pity me but because you love me. You won't even see these because you're busy. Busy with games probably.
To: Sadit
I'm running away and you won't stop me. You won't hold me like you once did. I miss you. I'll miss your cute cat stories that you made up on the spot.
To: Sadit
I told you how much my mother would like a son like you.
To: Sadit
I didn't want to go on a vacation because it reminds me of you. Your promised that you me and my mother would enjoy a vacation one day.
To: Sadit
You're blaming me again. I tried my best. I've done everything to make you understand but you won't. I'm still the girl that cried in front of you
To: Sadit
Are We Friends by Makeout Reef.
To: Sadit
I always wished I could tell you news about my cats, especially Hazel. Those were pretend as well I see.
To: Sadit
I had no expectations yet you still managed to disappoint me.
To: Sadit
Are you still using the same number?
To: Sadit
A big earthquake happened, I thought the building was going to collapse. I'm happy I let you know my feelings before too late. I love you.
To: Sadit
I'll make sure you'll see these messages. Everything about this relationship burned down long ago I've got nothing to lose.
To: Sadit
I'd like to think you responded but I haven't done anything to be proud of so that's probably from someone else to someone else.
To: Sadit
I think I relapsed. I don't know what I'd do if I saw you in front of me right now. You're all I can think of. I'm sorry.
To: Sadit
If I met you that day I would kiss you and hug you with love. The real person I love.
To: Sadit
Truth to be said I loved you ever since we met. That's why I even offered that position. I wanted to love without losing this time.
To: Sadit
At the airport for my father right now and I've realized my second biggest regret is not coming to see you that day. I wish I did.
To: Sadit
I didn't mean to insult you in such a way. I just wanted you to understand how I felt. You're obviously not like him.
To: Sadit
Sorry for comparing you to my father. I did'nt think you'd see my messages any time soon so I wasn't really thinking at the time.
To: Sadit
Sun is the reason life exists yet you can't get close to it, some can't even look at it. Maybe sun doesn't know how painful it can be.
To: Sadit
I read a story about Snowdrop. Snowdrop loves sun very much but knows the Sun will instantly kill it yet it blooms from under the snow, for Sun.
To: Sadit
If you lose meaning of life I will find it for you. Just stay strong please.
To: Sadit
If you ever feel lost or in need of something I will be here. You know how to contact me. I will still hate you but also love you.
To: Sadit
I keep seeing guys that look like you it's depressing. Same hair same sense of style. Obviously they can't be compared to you.
To: Sadit
But to be fair you weren't really interest in me even in a dream
To: Sadit
We were back together in my dream. We went to a mall and there were a lot of cats.
To: Sadit
I missed you even when we were dating. How much longer?
To: Sadit
I have no idea what I'm doing with my life. I want to be 17 again.. 2 years went so fast.
To: Sadit
I still don't know how to swim haha
To: Sadit
I used to think it's a good job but now a part of me is uncomfortable with it. Well I only said apply not actually get the job
To: Sadit
I don't think I will go to university this year either. Perhaps never. I have no motivation. I'm going to apply to become a hostess.
To: Sadit
What you did before my exam was horrible but I will admit me not being in university at the moment is not your fault.
To: Sadit
I thought I looked bad just at that one moment but perhaps I was never good looking to begin with.. I'm sorry you had to deal with this.
To: Sadit
I also wanted to turn on my camera but when I checked how I looked I sighed and decided not to.
To: Sadit
I remember our last video call. It was one sided but still. I was at work watching you cook. It was fun. I wish I could go back to that moment
To: Sadit
I knew the relationship was doomed you were there but it wasn't actually you
To: Sadit
I miss seeing you so much but I can't bring myself to see that happy picture of yours
To: Sadit
That's why I blocked you sure it's immature but it'd drive me crazy I'm sorry
To: Sadit
I didn't want to know what you were up to, I didn't want to see the new girls you hang out with, I didn't want to see how things got better after me
To: Sadit
Yeah I'm late. I'm late for you. In you mind I should've reached out long ago. Just say that. You're happy and free now and I'm late. Just say that.
To: Sadit
I wrote a lot. Enough to make it a small novel yet it meant so little. I feel like screaming under the water. Was one year nothing?
To: sadit
Kiss your sister a bunch for me
To: Sadit
I want to do what I promised I would do if you allowed me to do. Would you hate me more if I did it? Just give me a sign.. We would be even.
To: Sadit
Why did you ignore me while breaking up? Why did you ignore me for days when I reached out to you? It still hurts
To: Sadit
Everything would be so peaceful. You're still in my dreams you're still in my life but you're not there. My love my everything. I love you. So much.
To: Sadit
The false version of you is still in my head. We promised we would dance by the sea under the stars.. I wish I could hug you just for a moment..
To: Sadit
And you don't even believe that I cry for you.. that hurts more. Why won't you see my tears? I'm sorry for being miserable.
To: sadit
I just realized it's been over 9 months now. And I'm still crying. When will it end? I miss you so much.
To: sadit
This is going to be lowkey weird but my mother asked about you again haha
To: Sadit
I love you. Goodbye my star. May you lighten someone's world once again. Goodbye.
To: Sadit
I know I can't be the one to say this but I hope you will stay safe in that new country alone. I heard it's one of the most hostile cities there.
To: Sadit
My parents often tell me I will regret it like a dog if I don't get into university this year, I already am regretting it lmao.
To: Sadit
Last time I reached out I didn't expect an answer anytime soon. If you ever read these please leave it be. Your replies are colder than nothingness.
To: Sadit
Remember that one song I sent? It wasnt about happiness at all. I liked the part where he said "Your sympathy's driest month" thats why I sent it
To: Sadit
I'm on my own as I cry through the night the stars are just watching.. I thought they promised me you and I would end up together.
To: Sadit
I'm happy you're happy I hope you'll stay safe from any bad being I just wish I could feel your warmth just once
To: Sadit
I could never ignore you why can you ignore me why ignore my pain and call it a lie
To: Sadit
Why are you happy with your creations but not me? Why was I not perfect for you? I would do anything to be reborn as perfect for you I swear
To: Sadit
I still think of you everyday you have no idea how much it hurts knowing you can turn a blind eye to me
To: Sadit
I thought you understood me like no other did but now you won't even look at me.. You were right it's been a long time. The dust became nothing.
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