To: saul
wish you told me we couldnt have been friends in that call, felt like you led me on. im finally moving on so i hope you have a good life bubby
To: saul
your best american girl - mitski
To: saul
i wish we hadnt rushed into things this badly because you were genuinely the only person i had ever been that vulnerable about my feelings with.
To: saul
i wish you were ready too
To: saul
i love u more than words can describe, a special place in my heart u will have, everytime i see u i fall in love all over again. im sorry for it all.
To: saul
u have a place in my heart that no one else could ever fill. Youre my person, forever and always. i love you bubs.
To: saul
give my bestfriend her money she deserves it your so greedy and selfish you are blessed to be in her presence x
To: saul
youre too clingy. you need to find someone wholl tolerate your behavior
To: saul
my bestfriend deserves the world and all ur money ofc x do better
To: saul
None of your concern (feat big sean)
To: saul
Now & forever-Drake
To: saul
sad eyes - selena gomez Ft the marias
To: saul
i wish i ht3d you - by Ariana Grande
To: saul
.i wish i h ted you -by Ariana grands
To: saul
idk who is leaving you all these messages bro thats crazy.
To: saul
thats when ill care!- By selena gomez(mwah)
To: saul
how does it feel to be forgotten - By Selena gomez also one of my favsss
To: saul
You said you were sorry - By selena gomez
To: saul
Best Thing I Never Had. - By Beyonce
To: saul
just a feeling - By The marias
To: saul
eternal sunshine- By ariana Grande. definitely one of my top favorite songs from her
To: saul
intro ( end of the world) extended version By Ariana Grande
To: saul
payback is a dog -By the Stylistics
To: saul
silver springs - by Fleetwood mac
To: saul
its too late for tears- Andrea litkei ervin litkei
To: saul
moral conscience-By kali uchis
To: saul
done for- By charlie puth, ft Kehlani
To: saul
black sheep By Metric & brie larson (Vocal version)
To: saul
matter of fact throw in the whole album of Arianas Eternal sunshine deluxe Brighter days ahead while were at it.All her songs was gonna be sent anyway
To: saul
we cant be friends(wait for your love) -By Ariana Grande
To: saul
same script different cast- whitney Houston, deborah cox ( watch out for them gemini mennnn !i just weaning yall)
To: saul
watching him fade away -by mac demarco
To: saul
i used to love him -by ms laurynhill, mary j.blige
To: saul
twilight zone - by Ariana grande (lol)
To: saul
manchild-by sabrina carpenter
To: saul
resulta pop -by jenni rivera
To: saul
the adults are talking - by the strokes
To: saul
couldve been - By HER ft bryson tiller
To: saul
feel me -by selena gomez
To: saul
tears dry on their own - by amy whine house
To: saul
to good at goodbyes -by sam smith
To: saul
redemption-drake
To: saul
ojos tristes (with the marias) -by selena gomez
To: saul
session 32-summer walker
To: saul
just to keep you satisfied-by marvin gaye
To: saul
younger and hotter than me-by selena gomez
To: saul
easy on me -by adele
To: saul
the moment- by tame impala
To: saul
let it happend - by tame impala
To: saul
when we were young-by adele
To: saul
we find love -daniel cesar
To: saul
Drew barrymore- sza
To: saul
Hometown Glory- by adele
To: saul
me, myself,and i- by beyonce
To: saul
wide awake -by katy perry
To: saul
Chihiro - by billie
To: saul
back to the old house - by The smiths
To: saul
shot for me -drake (hehehhe)
To: saul
https//open.spotify.com/track/5u2rzlZ2KGmZh0L9LjkT59?sitRWZ9TR1TtWeH5_6KfOZ_Q
To: saul
Angel eyes by ABBA on spotify
To: saul
i hope u feel the same way because this despite a old version of me still wanted u ,New me isactually so glad what u put me thru since it lead me2 him
To: saul
felt so good to feel that spark again & not feeling weird & it felt nice since surprisingly i didnt even think of u at that moment i was like i hope
To: saul
we both have curly hair & how cute the hair is gonna come out hoping they have my nose & then i just smiled & agreed because it felt so cute to feel t
To: saul
what made me notice when i rlly moved on was when he brought up the topic of me being the mother our kids & how big their eyes r gonna be & since we
To: saul
i hope whenever you drink a hot tea u sit their & think of me
To: saul
i rlly do hope ur swell & r doing sum type of stretches 2help ur knee ik u hated when i wanted 4 u to stretch but it cuz i wanted 4 u to feel better
To: saul
mb 3 years older he turned 22 few weeks ago it put 2 idk why. but tbh i think imma write on here to you every now and then today i was on rant justcuz
To: saul
so i did what you asked & moved on & found better like how you wished for me & im happy that wish came true was fulfilled because it did get better
To: saul
the amount of times i wanted to call you just spilling my words or even show up at ur house late at night but when i remembered u told me to move on
To: saul
on the real note im so happy i didnt have to catch bodies to forget you or even hang out with multiple dude to distract my thoughts from u
To: saul
cant let that consume me when he said that certain relationships happend for us2become a version of ourselves that was truly needed. &he made me think
To: saul
i opened up to him aboutu & hes so understanding & i even told him where the times i was wrong to u & lowkey regretted but he told me i cant let that
To: saul
hes 2 years older so that fits too. hes helped me also when i didnt even know it. he helped me realize it okay to feel emotions at time even if we don
To: saul
no revenge because in the end i got better for my next lover so that ican love him even better, He so understanding & even wanted me to open up aboutu
To: saul
hope you think of me when you see her curls
To: saul
I hope you really love that new girl & didnt hop into a new relationship to convince yourself you moved on & never loved me
To: saul
after 10 months of crying and accepting what you did i finally did move on & it feel weird because i feels so good to feel someones love,it wasworthit
To: saul
these past few months ive been calling my energy back & did some cord cutting, & ever since ive been having random dreams of u being sad in my dreams
To: saul
i find my self smiling at our memories at time because i always accepted it were never gonna be together ever again & im actually so okay with that
To: saul
relived since i saw u4u.ur not used 2 healing properly, so u did what u did to convince urself u didnt care, when in reality it was all a distraction
To: saul
out with a 2 girls i never seen in my life , i saw u at wing stop when i was in my cuzzos car & saw you dap him up but i wasnt mad i was relieved
To: saul
i hope yk i did care for our relationship i just dont like how u made me think for so long it was all my fault. The things you did. after & seeing u o
To: saul
are lowkey corny so i never wrote a message to u on their not because i didnt care but because i wanted to say the right thing
To: saul
i write on here because i feel as it unsent project has to many other messages from other ppl that arent even from me & reading those other messages
To: saul
i had a dream where i a saw you run out ur house with a picture of us in ur hand and i was confused because u already had ur new gf..
To: saul
ngl i havent dreamed about like i thought i was tbh but lately the dreams feel off because it doesnt even feel like its my dream. weird
To: saul
i havent thought of u in a while, ive had some dreams about u & i lowkey wake up in a. good mood cuz ever dream u look so sadwhile im alreadymoving on
To: saul
i wish you love by- joe bataan
To: saul
im gonna say it cuz ik ur not gonna seethis iwas so hooked since i was intrigued in u & u said i was eye candy but so were u.oh & u werent even funny.
To: saul
& then i just started giggling in the dream.since i remembered i said with ur next curly head gf ur gonna think of me&feel haunted.Then u agreed lol
To: saul
i had a dream were ive catched ulooking at me in public while your with ur new gf & then proceed to kiss her right away make me jealous.
To: saul
when i changed my passwords again . i tried removing it when i saw it but it immediately just went to load screen & said a code was sent 2 u
To: saul
oh &on everything that code email was a accident. 4sum reason 1 of ur ig was still on my phone i peeded it when i accidentally got logged out when i
To: saul
on the real not im glad we both got to experience that old school high school love type feeling. even it it was 2 years and a half. i dont regret it
To: saul
i met good guy this year & it felt nice again to try again at love. i got to be better at love & learned alot also & got better 4 myself.
To: saul
if i could speak to u &try all over again.i wouldnt take that chance if im being so honest.
To: saul
Tbh i dont hate u & never will. & rlly hope u feel the same. I hope ur not bitter on ur part because thats not healthy yk . i hope ur feeling swell
To: saul
doubt it gonna see this. when we broke up im lowkey so happy on my part you had to hang out with females &distract yourself from properly healing.
To: saul
my first eve message on any site cuz i reallywanted2write message out of sincerity & also not say 2cornyout ofemotion. im so glad we both moved on