To: Shiv
I dont think I can live without you I genuinely dont know how to please come back
To: Shiv
Write to me one more time
To: shiv
I hope you think about me as much as I think about you
To: Shiv
All this time??? I want to go back to 2 springs ago whag happened since?? I don't get it
To: Shiv
Did I realt mean nothinh to you????
To: Shiv
It hurts shiv, the fact you will never hear me out, baby. Please 333
To: Shiv
I wish you used this site or knew it was me so I could have contact with me. But you never cared at all.
To: shiv
you broke my heart
To: shiv
I know there's no hope for us and you've moved on, I won't even say the cliche in another life, I wish it could've been this life together it'smyfault
To: Shiv
honestly you're everywhere, everytime I see b99 edits I think of you, when I walk through the city even with friends I miss you, I miss talking to you
To: shiv
I haven't spoken to anybody new, I meant it when I said I want to focus on exams and since then I've been working on myself and being an avoidant
To: shiv
I wish we could go back to september and continue where we left off, I've grown and I know what I would have done differently. I haven't spoken to -
To: Shiv
cont. i secretly wish that it isn't you in my story -A.
To: Shiv
i don't know what god's plan is but if it's you i swear i'm not gonna make it easy for you. you should've a taste of your own medicine. i screatly -A.
To: Shiv
I'm learning to move on from you. I see that you've moved on already. Your birthday is in 15 days, happy early birthday, I will you the best always.
To: Shiv
I still miss you. I havent moved on.
To: Shiv
It was dumb of me to think u'd wait for me but I'm glad u've moved on from me maybe now I can too
To: Shiv
Had to delete my social media so Id stop stalking your page 24/7
To: Shiv
I wish we made things work instead of giving up so soon. I regret my decision and wish I could turn back time. nothing makes sense without you
To: Shiv
I wish you'd still love me, or care for me. you're the only one that could get me out off this dark place. I won't burden you with myself
To: Shiv
I genuinely think I've become depressed. I'm a shell of the person you once knew and I'm scared if we ever speak again you'll think I'm a loser.
To: Shiv
I keep rereading your letters and flicking through out photos and everything hurts
To: Shiv
come back to me please
To: Shiv
Im so stupid I mistook someone writing under my name as a message that was left by you. Sorry for contacting you
To: Shiv
Im so stupid I mistook someone writing under my name as a message that was left by you. Sorry for contacting you
To: Shiv
Even though you've done nothing to show you want me back, I keep embarrassing myself. I need to get a grip and move on, but I miss being yours
To: Shiv
Since you'll never see this, part of me wants to be mean and crash out but I can't find it in me to do so. I just wish you'd stop leading me on.
To: Shiv
It was dumb of me to think it was you writing to me. Sometimes I wish we could talk again but I don't think your pride will allow it.
To: Shiv
Am I just not worth the effort? Are you ignoring me or are you just a little busy?
To: shiv
I wonder if you'll ever even read my submissions
To: Shiv
Idk if you tried yet but if it still hasnt gone through then do you think you could try sending it here? You can send multiple submissions on here
To: Shiv
Would you try again? I dont see anything
To: Shiv
I wonder if youre just playing mind games with me. I wonder if you really did send me a message or if youre messing with my mind. Its eating away atme
To: Shiv
Theres nothing on iMessage? Ive been left on delivered since september
To: Shiv
Why would I ignore you? How could I ignore you when you havent said or done anything to me? I dont think you have messaged me
To: Shiv
you always apologise promising to change, but you never do and I'm getting tired of this.
To: Shiv
what are you talking about?
To: shiv
I think the only thing I'm doing by always texting first is inflating your ego
To: Shiv
I wish there was a better way to tell you, but I don't really like you as much anymore. I do still want to be friends, but...
To: Shiv
It brings me a strange sort of comfort knowing that we both see the same sky. I doubt we will ever bump into each other, so I look out into the sky
To: shiv
Youre really mean for using my vulnerability against me. How can I trust you again? You cant even say these things to my face so you hide behind this
To: Shiv
If I choose to move on it might never be you, if I choose to wait it might never be me.
To: Shiv
Im scared that no matter how long passes, Ill still think of you
To: shiv
why did you choose her over me?
To: shiv
OMG YOU CAN ADD COLOURS TO THIS
To: Shiv
You know how to contact me
To: Shiv
Also you should totally let me try driving your toyota (no promise that I won't crash)
To: Shiv
you're so sweet for driving by and bringing me flowers yesterday I didn't know about flower language until I met you, I love your attention to detail
To: Shiv
Ive been so hung up on your feelings and trying to make sure you are okay that Ive neglecting caring about my own
To: Shiv
Should I move on?
To: Shiv
Was I that bad that you had to block me? Im sorry for breaking boundaries but I lowkey stalk your reposts on TikTok and they make me think you love me
To: Shiv
Everything I was afraid would happen ended up happening Im sorry I dont know why I cant just leave you alone everyday I miss you more and I love you
To: Shiv
I know I pushed you away but please find your way back to me please
To: Shiv
I dont think its possible to love me, i dont know why i pushed you out, youre the only good thing in my life (cas ref, get it? Haha !!)wish U the best
To: Shiv
I think we both know its time to part ways
To: Shiv
I feel stuck in our relationship sometimes and like I have to walk on eggshells around you. I feel like you always make plans without asking me first
To: Shiv
Sometimes Im scared the love you have is just like range and soon enough youll get bored of me. I wish I was better and showing my love and care