To: Sirius
just add me "deixie" I don't really remember yours it's been too long.
To: Sirius
I don't really find alternative online. either disc or creating a whiteboard to talk
To: Sirius
where would you like to move it to? I can disc, I don't have many socials but if you have something in mind lmk
To: Sirius
the site is really laggy, and it censors sometimes.
To: Sirius
What kind of closure would you have wanted? /gen
To: Sirius
I'm sorry you see things that way.
To: Sirius
I know you loved me, I loved you too. It wasn't perfect, it was horrible at times but it was love too.
To: Sirius
If that's what you wish. Goodbye Sirius. I tried understanding, I'm sorry i failed understanding you.
To: Sirius
please read my previous message, i didn't said it was a mistake, i'm sorry if i used the term unconsciously or made it seem this way.
To: Sirius
Do you want to move somewhere, or end the conversation? The choice is yours.
To: Sirius
I never said it was a mistake. But that i valued our friendship a lot, and I regret moving into the dating stage, because I've lost a dearest friend
To: Sirius
I just feel like you're mind is too clouded, that you blame everything you can, without seeing reason. I know it's part of bpd but please try. /my pov
To: Sirius
I'm not shutting down the conversation. If you want to talk, i'll stay here. I'll reply. At least for the night.
To: Sirius
I feel like this talk isn't going anywhere. It's the same everytime. You stuck into your pov and don't even try listening to me, or seeing my pov.
To: Sirius
You did pressured me into dating. I told you, take it slow, You just kept rushing it. I was affectionate because i loved you. But i needed time.
To: Sirius
You changed. Not in a good way. Or maybe i was too blind to see it all from the start. Goodbye. I hope you'll become someone better.
To: Sirius
After all, you think you're better. I think you're the one with NPD here. You can't realize your own mistakes. I feel almost sorry for you.
To: Sirius
goodbye. this conversation made me realize how futile it was. You'll never see it, you'll never understand, or question yourself once, won't you?
To: Sirius
Think what you want. I am getting help because i know i need it. I'm growing as a person, while you put the blame on everything else.
To: Sirius
You pressured me into dating you more than once. I wasn't ready, i told you. You just made yourself look bad until i gave in to your caprice.
To: Sirius
You're the one who needs to grow and let go of your ego. I acknowledge my wrongs. I apologized many times. You just blame everyone but yourself.
To: Sirius
I knew what were wrong with you, but you use it as an excuse to get out of your actions. I didn't treat you the best, but you treated me poorly too.
To: Sirius
I apologized over and over again. Don't lie, don't recreate a truth the way you want it. And don't use your mental illness against me.
To: Sirius
I think you're an amazing person, but need severe mental help. I wish you the best in life.
To: Sirius
I think you're an amazing person, but you really need intense mental help. You need to grow up.
To: Sirius
While i do miss and love you still, I don't want you back in my life. I don't have npd. I'm followed closely by therapists and know what I have.
To: Sirius
The one thing i regret the most, is dating you. We would have been better as friends. I'm not trying to sound mean, I just hate that i lost a friend.
To: Sirius
ok it did send yay
To: Sirius
This message keeps failing, but i don't have npd. it's the 3rd time i'm trying to send it i'm gonna cry if it don't send
To: Sirius
I understand my wrongs, but you can't keep blaming me for everything. I understand some stuff might be related to your illness but you messed up too.
To: Sirius
About my love life, while it's none of your business, I'm not dating anyone. I'm taking a break from romance, but do have a platonic partner (kind of)
To: Sirius
Your love weren't as perfect as you describe it. I hope one day you'd come to realize, I'm not the only who messed up. I know my wrongs, so know yours
To: Sirius
Keep going, I'm sure you'll achieve your dreams. I believe in you. Goodbye now
To: Sirius
Irony is cruel. Seeing you leave messages under "slunchice" right as I decided to leave a final messages. I'm happy you're graduating. You did well.
To: Sirius
Goodbye, my first love.
To: Sirius
I love you still my Heather. I miss you, and I think a part of me will always. If you see this, take care. You'll do well in life i know it.
To: Sirius
I wonder, were we the right person wrong time, or the wrong person, right time.
To: Sirius
I wish we could go back to these times, to the complicity we had. But i know it's too late. the damage have been done. There's no going back now.
To: Sirius
But also the most horrible. I hate myself for letting it become this messed up. I miss how we were, when we were still kids figuring out ourselves.
To: Sirius
I try to ignore it, to move away from these feelings, but i know I'll never forget you. You were the most beautiful memories i had.
To: Sirius
I still think about you no matter how i try to ignore it. I love you still, now and always. You'll always be my first love.
To: sirius
i'm doomed.. we just got back to talking but lord.. the way my heart flutter.. how you make me soften.. im so doomed. but.. i don't mind being for you
To: Sirius
i love you. i'm sorry for everything. i wish i could have tell you a proper goodbye at the very least. i wish we never felt apart. i miss you my star.
To: sirius
you were that one person for me, and i miss that. our times together, everything. i love you still and i hope to meet you again, show you i'm better.
To: sirius
i want to hear from you.
To: Sirius
and i know you're the missing piece in it. how we talked about anything, everything. i got so much to tell you. i got so much to ask
To: sirius
i remember the little things, how you hate cleaning the dishes, how you can't eat peaches, your cards readings, sometimes my days feels lonely
To: sirius
i wish you'd see these messages, i wish i could talk with you once more. it's selfish i know but i can't let go.
To: sirius
i got the Alice game you loved. i told you i would. it's hard to open it to play tho. it's not the same if you're not here.
To: Sirius
we didn't sucked at late night talks, at being each others duo's. i still see you in things.
To: sirius
you belong with me - Taylor Swift, felt like our song in a way. i miss you so. i miss the two of us, not just romantically, we sucked at romance but
To: sirius
but i'm not sure it'll do any good, for you. i know how much I've hurt you. and i regret it. i want you back in my life but i don't want to hurt you.
To: sirius
i wish i could contact you, text you, call you, anything.
To: sirius
i still wish it was you. you and me. my best friend, mon etoile, my everything. us against everything.
To: sirius
i miss you. i miss you so much it's hard to fall asleep, knowing you could have been there still. i miss it all. and i regret. i regret it all.
To: sirius
the "us against the world". i miss you. i don't miss you only when I'm alone, i miss you in a room full of peoples, i miss you when I'm doing my best
To: sirius
i miss you. i miss my duo. i miss all the playing, all the movies, all the long night talks. i miss the 'i love you', the promises.
To: Sirius
I love you. i never stopped. and I'll always wish you the best. take care mi 'Rice'.. I'll forever keep a place in my heart for you.
To: Sirius
Maybe in another life we would have worked out.. i hope so, that at least in one universe we'd have our happy ending and our promises will become true
To: Sirius
i wish you the best.. i'm sure you'd work things out in your life.. you're strong, that what i love in you.
To: Sirius
hi mi star.. i misses you.. i miss our silent calls.. our movies nights.. the way we matched everything.. i still wear the fish keychain, the pjs..
To: Sirius
you'll always be my Sirius.. just like i'm your Slunce. i still remember it all. us against the world.. i'm sorry my star, for all.
To: Sirius
i miss youuu my beautiful starry boy!! i know we're not gonna talk again but gosh i miss you!! i still love you despite everything!!
To: Sirius
you know where to find me. i hope you reach out. please. i'm losing myself without you. i never felt so lonely, our movies night, i miss them. sorry.
To: Sirius
i miss you truly. a part of me will always be arching for you to be in my life. i hope we'd meet again and work things out. - to rice, my starry boy
To: Sirius
Happier w/o u. U were the worst relationship Ive ever had.
To: Sirius
I dont regret it. Im far happier without you.
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