To: thiep
you are not dead, yet I grieve from having lost you. One day I feel alright, then the next my heart is heavy with melancholy.
To: thiep
I always wonder what you're up to. I hope everything's alright.
To: thiep
I'm sorry, thiep. I wished things had turned out differently. I had so much to say, but I was afraid to speak at all.
To: thiep
i wonder if you miss me as much as i miss you.
To: thiep
your mouth is full of lies, your mind is full of deceit, and your heart is full of lust. That is what you made me believe.
To: thiep
how long until you start telling another girl the same things you used to tell me?
To: thiep
Good because she makes you feel better about what you did? Good because she makes you forget? Good because she's doing the same things we used to do?
To: thiep
I don't believe any of what we had was real if you consider the girl you just met to be a good friend.
To: thiep
you always knew what you were doing, you just didn't care enough to stop it.
To: thiep
you came into my life when I didn't need anyone, and left me entirely when I loved you the most.
To: thiep
I love you and I hate you. I hate you and I love you. I hate you.
To: thiep
does it not phase you how deeply you crushed me? You led me on, knowing full well that you had no intention of commitment.
To: thiep
you broke your promise.
To: thiep
I hope you are aware that my words to you were always truthful, and that I meant everything I said. I always spoke from my heart with you.
To: thiep
In a world filled with lust, all I wanted was to love you entirely. In a world full of materialism, I simply just needed you.
To: thiep
remembering leaves a bitter flavor, but at least it makes me feel like you and i were ever real.
To: thiep
You made me feel alive. You drove me to open up a part of myself I believed was completely closed. You left, and you took that part of me with you.
To: thiep
I'm thankful that I ever got to meet you. I'm thankful for the memories we made, the conversations we had, the time we spent together. Thank you.
To: thiep
did you ever genuinely mean the things you told me? If you did, why was it so easy for you to leave and find someone to replace me?
To: thiep
I cry every day thinking about it, partly because I'm starting to realize that the love I had for you was never reciprocated with the same depth.
To: thiep
Days feel like weeks since you left.