To: wildflower
so ye goodbye ull beam like a star, trust. ur part of my efforts to make amends, changes- js not lead w ego. hope i become a good person im prayin
To: wildflower
-atter if u say u dnt wnt 2 read these. i jst wnt u 2 kno da rs was real nd close dis chapter. m gnna b an altar server nyting jst not turn more evil
To: wildflower
jst wanted 2 write dis b4 aug ends nd no i nvr lied abt u bein my first. i dnt hav da guts 2 do strip myself n4ked 2 diff strangers haha. it doesnt ma
To: wildflower
nd no! ill nvr blame my parents, fam or issues, i had da choice 2 jst say goodbye despite our codependence. again it's all me, none of dis was urfault
To: wildflower
from findin out u still like sum1. it's all my fault, ill never use dis site again nor dat app. evryone who loves u i pray u nd them becomes happy
To: wildflower
at da end of da i refuse 2 talk badly abt ur fren even if they literally d8ed sum1 when they still like their 1st girl crush man, diff from findin out
To: wildflower
maybe i can b a good person again one day becuz ive became a liar when scared nd i only gaf abt my parents' perception of me now nd my goals.
To: wildflower
i hav to do dis da right way. uve seen my convo last yr w my bestfren abt my crush on u. confessin in da church wont save me from da guilt but maybe i
To: wildflower
ive eventually made myself ur enemy instead of bein honest. i jst wnt 2 write dis b4 aug ends, i cnt keep acting heartless. ive cut someone off now i
To: wildflower
think that ive cheated, i was w u every single day. i never followed any girls during our rs. uve told me how u feel like u dnt hav allies at home nd
To: wildflower
i dnt want U to forgive me, use da hate dat u feel for me to achieve more. im a bad person but during those 4 months i cant act heartless nd allow u
To: wildflower
i didnt kno u wrote me letters, im sorry for how ive turned out. 4 months left in 2025, i dnt wnt u to tink dat ive used u. ive protected my ego sm